This is so fuckin good dem
random reply, I just want to share a big chunk of spoiler cuz I fucking can't, y'all ㅠ.ㅠ
this is from the end of VOLUME 6 in the novel (shitty trans, it's from google translate)
•••••••••••••••••••••• S P O I L E R •••••••••••••••••••••
“Open your eyes and see a reality where no one can help you. A reality where not even you can save yourself.”
As soon as he finished speaking, Truyde's lips covered Abel's lips. The white teeth bit into Abel's red flesh as if the purpose was to draw blood rather than a kiss. The suffocation added to the pain-inducing act weighed down Abel. The painful time was so difficult to endure that I even forgot the pain of being whipped.
Abel knew he shouldn't be disturbed by the other person's actions, but Truyde's tongue in his mouth and his heavy breathing made him feel the worst. As Truyde said, a feeling of despair spread as if nothing could really be done like this. Truyde's penis touching his stomach was creepy.
'Plus, his scent enters my nose every time I breathe. I don't want to breathe.'
Abel's body, which was thinking about it, suddenly lost its strength to resist for an instant. The body stopped moving and everything seemed to freeze. Truyde also seemed to have noticed the change, and after a while he slowly raised his head. His eyes were filled with heat and greed as he was already satisfied with the taste of blood in his mouth.
"Why? Have you given up already? Just because you're like a doll..."
All the words he wanted to say couldn't come out. Abel, the object of ridicule, had a strange expression on his face even after hearing Truyde's words. His wide green eyes, incongruous with the situation, were full of puzzlement.
"Even if you cry and pray, it won't get you any relief, so why do you keep looking at me like that?"
Truyde, feeling offended by his unexpected reaction, straightened his upper body completely and tried to reach for the whip. But Abel's question was heard first. Still surprised, his voice came out blank.
"Hawks do not get sick even if they eat rotten meat. Do you know why?"
“What are you talking about all of a sudden...?”
“It’s because of a special herb. It’s the herb that smells like the one you’re smelling right now.”
I'm disappointed..... I'm crying so much when i read the novel.. but for manwha.... I'm lost at words! This is so different (/TДT)/
i think i remember him pulling her by the hair and shards of the mirror cut into her and stuff. overall it was much more violent but i think the manhwa did a good job of portraying ruby’s heightened emotions and monologue for this scene. i think the way they portrayed her hatred for cesare was done pretty well
I'm not much of patience i guess i would've run away the moment he throw things at me