
Rereading some earlier chapters, I get more chills from Heonjae. Jingi is horrible and outwardly shows that he knows it (still chilling ofc)—but Heonjae almost seems to do horrible things thinking there’s nothing wrong with them—only deterred by the possibility that it may make people he cares about hate him. Like, he does not care if it’s immoral as long as it doesn’t lose him anything vs Jingi who still sucks, but somehow still seems to have more potential to change. No use in comparing bad with bad but I thought it was an interesting thought.
I KNEW he was always crazy, but watching him *laugh* after Taeyoon started crying—there’s no way to spin that as anything near love. The hurt on Taeyoon’s face and his self-hating and defeated acception made me wanna cry