Ngl I had to stop for a bit to cry, this is honestly a relatable story like I'm not saying I've had it that bad as he does but, the whole wanting to just disappear because of events in your life hits home. What broke me was when the blond kid came in and slapped the lap top.
I understand his mentality of if it makes money it makes money. But seeing the blonde come in and give him an option made me break down. So much so my cat came to cuddle with me. Just knowing and understanding the anguish of its just money, really hurts. I really love how accurate this was and I appreciate the author so much. Especially with the very accurate mentality of someone who on the the edge of ending it.
Id also like to mention, the way he retracted from his friends and they after the event was over still respected him and appreciated him. That's what I think we all need to strive for.
Besides the reference, as someone who is on the chubby side the way how his friends immediately saw him and teared up from just seeing their old friend and not making faces or going "huh where is he" really made be tear up. Thats how you know they are keepers they look at you for you not how you look
Can we like not use grooming here like #-.-) thats not at all what is happening here. They are both children and from the looks of it they both retain memories. But despite all this grooming is when an adult comforts a child and makes them believe they are the only one the child needs, this can be seen in sexual ways and emotional/physical ways. Its is all mental too as over time the adult will be conditioning the child to believe certain things till they actually believe its true.
A small note from someone who has been groomed-
(〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 can anyone tell me what cp is cause my only understanding of it is child porn and I feel like that's wrong, im severely confused on what it means I beg someone educate me so I dont always see it and go ah yes child porn ╥﹏╥
It means something like ‘couple’ or ‘character pairing.’ So in english slang it’s basically just ‘shipping.’
I see thank you a lot better than what I thought I was XD