
i think yuta was trafficked like jooha was, except where jooha was timid, yuta planned to murder his spouse, who was trafficking/abusing him. and he was a host, so he probably went through a shit ton of sexual and physical and psychological abuse and trauma and he probably had seunghyun as a client one night and he was different from other clients so seunghyun ended up being a highlight of his past. yuta said “we are the same/alike” as in we both live in the past, seunghyun relives his memories with the boss while yuta relives the memory he had with seunghyun and yuta, now that he inherited his status(?) from his dead spouse, is seeking revenge on ppl that abused him or proving ppl wrong that he can still succeed even after coming from a bad place. he resents seunghyun for not being like the men who abused him but he also resents him for not wanting him back (or for not remembering him so vividly like yuta has) and this makes sense in the later chapters where spoiler yuta sexually assaults/rapes seunghyun. yuta might be trapped in a cycle of trauma, where he recreates or enforces his pain on others bc he believes it aligns with his self worth. not trying to excuse him it’s rape. I can see this kinda following the plot line of missing love, except yuta is a lot more psychopathic, or rather sociopathic bc he was created by his environment. Yuta is a chairman of a company(?) or I saw some ppl say it’s yakuza, which makes more sense bc you can inherit an entire company if your spouse died. obviously it seems yuta is free because he moved to Korea to find seunghyun but it could also be bc he’s being hunted by ppl. if he did kill the previous chairman then he has a target on his back and i imagine eventually the abusers from yuta’s past will come back and yuta will become more and more unhinged. or maybe im a schizophrenic and should go finger my asshole
I CANT WAIT UNTIL THE NEXT BLUE MOON BITCHHH