I just realized that even in the end Ian still loved Jeremy but he couldn't be with him bc he knew he was still in pain and couldn't understand or recieve his love yet. That's why in the end Ian said he'd wait until he could "monopolize" Jeremy in the winter, or in other words love him and recieve his love in return one day when Jeremy's scars heal and he can be calmer in the winter months and reciprocate Ian's love. <333
Too cuteeeee