I don't understand the best friend at all. Like, is he just a bad friend? Or is he hiding something? For now, he just seems to suck at being friends with people, I had one friend that was like that, they just didn't realize what they were doing until I told them in their face how I was feeling, so it can happen. But is that really it? Idk, I get this feeling there's something more. I hope we get one chapter from the point of view of the best friend, just to get rid of this bad feeling (╥﹏╥)
Exactly! Some people don't know intil you tell them. So it's either he doesn't know or he is genuinely a bad friend
Like, I'm not gonna lie, I came looking for good smut with an uncommon couple, but, damn, I feel for the big guy. I look at his innocent face and I just want to hug him.
I'm getting worried, because "everything is so gray" looks like the first signals of depression and ughhhhh. That seme. I can understand him, in a way I guess, and he's still human. (His action are still shit, though. You don't just rape the person you love. That's selfish, egocentric and toxic, you piece of shit.) Yuma seems to have no supporting roles in his life. Maybe his co-workers, but aside from that, he dedicated great part of his life to take care of the seme. And now his job, the one that he loved and made him want to wake up everyday with a smile on his face? Now, it looks like he's losing it too.
I understand the seme. I really do. It'd have to be hard for him to be in the friendzone for so long, but I can't feel bad for him. Not now. That person who dedicated great part of his time, and life, and put himself in danger, all because of the little guy, is suffering in a way that's more difficult to explain and more painful than a physical wound. Ughh, it hits a little bit too close to home, because I really feel the depression starting there. And that shit only gets worse with time.
The seme wants to be seen as an adult. Then he should start acting like one.
I'm expecting the seme to freaking apologyze. My hopes are not too high, because the rape trope is way too used and not taken as seriously as it actually is in manga, but still.
Ughh, well, I just want the big guy to be happy again (╥﹏╥)
If I understand it right. It’s not about being friend zoned. It’s about the fact two the uke has been hurt trying to protect the seme.
I may be wrong, but I tried to understand the seme's point of view. So this Is my interpretation:
The fact that the uke was hurt was the straw that broke the camel, and not the only factor. Imagine everything from seme's perspective. He fall in love with his childhood friend who is a man, older and gives this "big brother" vibes. The seme probably tried to stop this feelings, but puberty started and that desire became larger and larger. So he probably couldn't deny it to himself anymore, and couldn't /stop/ feeling, so he faced two options: go forward or go backwards. He tried to put distance between them, but it didn't work (i think he said so in one of the chapters), so he has all this desire, this urge and love for someone that didn't and won't look at him that way, because he's "his childhood friend". That's why the seme tells the uke he doesn't need "that kind of like", because it hurts.
So he acts on an impulse, rapes the guy he claims to like, and leaves, because he understands he messed up. He knows what he did was wrong, he's just too twisted and too absorted in his own needs that he doesn't have the time to care for what's the uke suffering through right now.
The seme lacks emotional intelligence and didn't even /try/ to properly court the uke. He just assumed that the uke would never change and, instead of risking and going through the difficult path, he gave an ultimatum, giving all the responsability of fix or destroy their relationship to the uke. And that's just unfair.
I just wanna hug the big guy and tell him everything Is gonna be okay (╥﹏╥)
Woah... That came up way longer than I thought, holy shit.
I want the black haired Prince to be a bro of the MC lol Also, the lady is pretty cute, I can feel her frustration XD
The long-haired prince, I actually feel vas for you (づ￣ ³￣)づ Please, I wish you manage to accomplish everything you want (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ just not the MC xdxd
Also. Yep, MC wrote fanfiction. That's it. I'm a follower (︶︿︶)She's part of our world, and knows the struggles of fanfiction-writing, like when you study the fictional world of an anime more throughly than when you study for your exam of World War 2 (︶︿︶) so mood, bro (￣∇￣")
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I'm gonna laugh and celebrate when they torture the son of a bitch that did this to Raon. Holy shit. I'm gonna laugh so hard.
When I was reading the novel, I swear I pictured Han to be like a very robust, middle-aged person, with black hair and a hardened face lol I couldn't get it more wrong XDDD
Hans*, I'm talking about the servant (? soldier (? blondie XD Not Choi Han, just to be clear XDDDD
same actually. I didn't expect him to be so young
Kudos for the black haired girl. I hope we see her more in the future XD
The thing is, I don't know why MC seems to be blaiming Lee (the other blond guy) too. The whole fault here is of that old man, right? MC doesn't know that Lee is something of a psychopath, he's not involved in the actions of the old man, so why is MC growing a resentment for Lee too?.
Family association, hunches, judgement without knowledge, the fact that it’s a manga and that he therefore gets the power to to just ‘know’ or ‘think’ that blonde guy must be a part of it. Also, there could be things he remembers that we just don’t know about yet. He could also be blaming it on lee because he hasn’t done anything to try and stop his father. Also, lee was the one who moved him into surgery so I don’t mind the fact that he’s being blamed.
If that was me i'd resent the whole family tbh...it is all originated from that asshole Sangwoo
Because all the other comments are such good expressions of how we all are feeling, I'm gonna be that comment that says what I hope most of us are thinking.
Shizuya is so freaking hot when he's angry. That needed to be said, so I did (︶︿︶)/
I second that!