its the fact that he's mentally ill is whats hurting me :(( Theres another version of yourself pushing you to think and feel things that you shouldn't, I understand that feeling. I don't think he's a bad person, he just has phycological issues that needs to be fixed before he gets into another relationship. Both chowon and kyungso are hurt by the situation and honestly needs to give it some time. In the end they both are worthy for each others love as I can definitely see the emotional support kyungso gives chowon is genuine :')
At first I hated chowon, but ever since his side story I got to know I different side to him.After what he did to heeso I couldn't ever forgive him, but these few chapters have helped me see that he truly is changing and moving on in life. He even stated that he hadn't thought about dojun for a while. Even tho I don't fully trust him and can't tell whats gonna happen to him and that betas relationship, I really hope he apologises and develops as character because I truly feel he is trying to improve.
I KNEW HE WAS SUS BUT THE FACT I IGNORED IT CUZ HES RLLY CUTE REALLY DOES SAY SOMETHINGHRHGU