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To the people that think their relationship is toxic...

Well, it's a manhwa so there's gonna definitely gonna be parts that may not fly in real life that just works in fictional works but other than that, I feel like y'all are a bunch of snowflakes.

I know I'm gonna get a ton of hate for this. But I'm saying this as a sex-repulsed demisexual. Now that may sound like I'm not qualified at all to talk about sexual health but I'd argue that I am since I have to learn and understand sex culture more than the average person because of how I am.

For example, I saw someone say that their sex was just the hyung saying "no" and "stop" all the time and that Kang was just forcing it the way he wants? I mean, it definitely appeared like that ngl and if you're in a relationship where you aren't enjoying it, then it's toxic.

But to me it just looked like he was panicking or telling him to stop because of the immense pleasure. There are certain levels of pleasure that just seem like you can't get to without someone pushing you to it, and it seemed like the author was trying to highlight that the uke was not just having an emotionally rich relationship but one that had sex like he's never had before, since he's only ever been raped and abused by that bastard.

I'll agree that there was that one chapter (I forget which one) where the uke was hurting and seung-chan said he couldn't stop, which shouldn't have been written like that. But them again, he stopped and prepped him after that like a, "yeah I should do this". But I'm not sure that's enough to call it toxic you know...

Also the side stories...
When partners are comfortable with each other, they can act like that around each other. I mean, didn't they agree to the act before they started it? I agree with how someone said they should have a safe word though but, I don't think the uke always says no or stop because he's in pain or hates it... That was like once.

Additionally, saying that their jealousy was toxic...I'm sorry. But what?? That wasn't toxic jealousy???
Jealousy isn't a bad thing? It shows that you love and care for them deeply; it's only bad when it goes too far. I've seen toxic jealousy and that was NOT it. That was regular old couples-being-dumb kinda jealousy. It was like a puppy version with all the pouting and babying with each other.

Also someone said that seung-chan forced hyesung to the beach? And dragged him to the ocean??? Uhhh noooo???? He didn't know he had a trauma and tried to commit suicide. He begged the guy to come with him because he was being hot n cold and this guy was just trying to court him...

Hyesung doesn't know healthy love if it hit him with a truck so he needs someone to open his eyes. Unfortunately one of the location was a place he was traumatized by but he didn't force him. And the second time with the vacation home?? If hyesung hated it, he would've fought or yelled or done something...
Didn't y'all see the panel where he reminisced their steamy week and thought, "I didn't know I lacked such self-control..." Meaning that he couldn't stop either???

Bruh with the way you guys describe things, it seems like relationships should be regulated by strict governed rules for all and maybe alarm systems that shock you when you do anything with emotion and no one should woo anyone anymore. Just strictly vanilla interactions unless someone opts for the BDSM program or other. Sounds like we're all a bunch of robots now.

...I want to bang my head against a wall so hard that it gets permanently stuck inside to run away from the stupidity I just witnessed.

Forgiveness is the hardest thing for people do and it seems like I'm doing that right now. I can't seem to stop feeling bad for him. But he murdered and old man and he's just serving the time he didn't get before.

Don't like inseo.... （￣へ￣）

It's beautiful. I love it. I don't care who is top or bottom, I just love their love

I don't understand what they were hoping to achieve with the rape scene? Like, was it to resolve conflict with the girl? But it just added more conflict and left it completely unresolved because we have no idea what happened to her afterwards. They didn't show the uke's feelings regarding the matter either other than being slightly scared and afraid of pregnancy.

Additionally, they made the seme have a heart disease and family problem but didnts elaborate on either. He just got the surgery, it went well, happy ending. Like what?

People underestimate PTSD and depression. The person he loved died and put his name in a suicide note and only killed himself after his confession, that stuff fucks you up. He feels like he murdered him. I'm surprised the father didn't commit suicide himself - the only thing holding him back was yuuto who he vowed to protect and the seme because of his straightforwardness. If you're annoyed by the uke's attitude, then you clearly don't understand the seriousness of depression and trauma.

I could relate to some parts of it a lot like the deep self-hatred and the self-sabotage. （￣へ￣）

It also doesn't help that the uke had 0 positive romantic experiences and turned to sex to forget everything.

Lmao. It's was very obvious. The hints were screaming at my face. But still, cute. Wish we could see their relationship dynamic more.

The REPRESENTATION!!
The MC is an ace. I was reading expecting them to butcher aces as they always do but the author actually represented us!! When he said that he did some research and found out there were others like him. I was screaming! God I could relate to so many of his reactions to relationships and sex. That moment when the seme felt sexual desire and was like, woah what's that? The demisexual energy!!!
As a fellow ace I'm so happy!

I loved this so so so so much. I sacrificed all my sleep tonight. only thing I'm missing is...what happened to June? There was the scandal and their business went back to the starting point. Does he manage to build it all back up? Does he lose interest and all the gnawing hunger he had for success because he found something more important? Does he buy his mother's house back? I wanna know!!