
I used to want to die soooo badly.. doing rehearsal suicides hoping that one of them would do something to me so I could take a break from everything. I was always too scared to make the final push though.
I believe in God, so that enough has given me strength to not die. I guess my fear reins over my love. I still return to the feeling, though I know how distressed my parents were when they found out how I felt about life. I hope that when I die, people will do better and improve on themselves, rather than think about me

I hate when the weight is outright ruled as a negative/unsightly thing. Especially when the character has their 'glow up' which involves them only receiving love after losing weight :/
Not that I'm saying this title is following suit! I'm pretty sure MC's weight gain came ultimately from a bad place and if they want to work on it to make themselves feel better than that's a lot better than the love only becoming valid once they 'look the part'
anyways this was fiya i wanna kms