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IDK why I am continuing to read this. I think I am just hoping the king suffers horribly. I hope the guy manages to escape. I hate this kind of jealous posessive obsession that the Mad King calls "Love". He doesn't love the guy, he wants to own/posess him like he's an object and not a human. How can be ok with the guy being sad, hurt, upset if he truly loves him? How can he commit things he knows the guy will hate if he loves him and wants him to love him back?

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Tbh my siblings r collectively worth a Big Mac 

BUT these r the absolute best BLs n ones I think have a lot of potential. This list has a bit of everything... HIDDEN GEMS, fluff, drama, action, horror, psychological etc. Wont include 2 with the same couple. Not a fan of pwp, romantisized rape, dubcon, blackmail, infedelity, pedophilia, incest, etc. 

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Youd make me rlly happy by recommending this list :))

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I can read these mangas many times! I rate them >9.5/10 based on my own preferences, so there will be lots of non-mainstream BL
Genres: NO PWP, no doujinshi
Length: <100 chapters or 3 vols
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If you like this list, please click "RECOMMEND". Thank you XD
2nd list: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/655038/
(If 1st list is full, i'll move older ones to my 2nd list)
Long series: http://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/645867/

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p_s created a topic of A Trace Of Margins

What the hell just happened? It was so slow in the begining and then it sped up to the point where we have no idea what happened.

How did chahyeon go from crazy obsession like Narye to... I'm just gonna switch 180 and become a normal dude who loves you? So weird. Right till the last chapter Seoyo believes that Chahyeon is not Narye. And tbh I don't think he was, not really. He was a lot less psychotic and murderous than Narye, but he was still possessive and manipulative with Seoyo.

I am learning about Dark Triad traits in Psychology and while Narye fits all three traits, Chahyeon doesn't.

Poor Etty. I can believe how lonely he must have grown up. Anyone who every showed him even the slightest bit of kindness was killed and replaced. How can a mother hate their child so much or be so cruel to them, manipulate them and not care about their well being? How selfish can one person be? If omegas are treasured so much in the kingdom, over betas, I'm sure Leona could have used that to her advantage better than pretending he was a beta. She is super delulu. The entitlement of that woman is insane. And poor Etty who has no idea what a mother's love is!!!

I hate that Etty is treated poorly by both parents. One is manipulative and constantly putting him in harms way,, and other just treats him like crap doing the bare minimum to show that Etty is his bloodline but nothing more. Even Shar who is the only friend Etty has ever known was taken away from him for years and Etty is constantly berated if he spends time with Shar. If Shar becomes the new King, doesn't Leona see that she can install Etty as the royal consort? That would also keep her family in power. Honestly I hope she just burns in the firey depths of hell for all of eternity.

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I honestly hope we see more of Narye's story between Seoyo getting banished and Narye becoming emperor. I mean, what made the sweet child turn into a monster? Why was he so obsessed with Seoyo it couldn't have just been Seoyo asking him to be his yin or telling the concubine that he would keep Narye close even if he was ordinary?

Narye isn't just a psychopath, there is something seriously broken inside him. I would really like to know more about his past. Not that is justifies any of what he put Seoyo through but it would be interested to see what lead to that. Honestly, after this last update (Chapter 25), I honestly hope this is Seoyo's last life and I hope he is able to get revenge or resolution and can finally breakfree from Narye.

Yo, Narye. Did nobody tell you that if you truly love someone their happiness should mean more to you than your own? Go f*** yourself with a puffer fish covered in ghost pepper oil.

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Even if he is Narye's reincarnation, I don't think it would be fair to judge him for Narye's actions. I quite like Chaheon, yes there are times where he is possessive, but he recognizes that and apologizes. Narye felt entitled to Seoyo so he would never apologize. And even when Narye made Seoyo completely dependent on him, Seoyo still could not love him, whereas Cheheon is not keeping Seoyo captive, but Seoyo chooses to be with him.

I think people will argue that it is stockholm syndrome, but Chaheon is not Narye, even if he is a reincarnation, just as yoon seoyo is not lee seoyo even thoug he is lee seoyo's reincarnation.

I find this story fascinating. It's human of us to judge Chaheon for his presumed past life, but he cannot really be held accountable. It's also kind of like that thought experiment right - if you could turn back time would you go kill baby hiltler knowing what he goes on to do?

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Maybe its because we're only seeing things from Lyle's perspective. But Ash is kinda creeping me out. The way he's behaving and how possessive he's being while still keeping lyle at arms length. IDK. There's something a little sinister IMO. IDK. I really liked him in the 1st half, but now I'm getting creepy vibes.