I'm gonna stick it out for the dynamic and the art.
I'm probably just gonna skim real fast thru the panels that are uncomfortable. Just so i barely get the gist of whats going on.
Frankly, I'm against censorship. I understand graphic rape makes people uncomfortable and people would prefer it to be implied. But having it be graphic and explicit is apparently this author/artist's choice. And there's things we can learn about the character thru it. I acknowledge there's an argument for fetishisation/romanticisation of rape here. But idt that's the case, author is setting it up to be a bad thing and even a point of conflict between the mc and ml.
If it's triggering, be warned. But that's the whole point of trigger warnings, it's so u can fully intentionally proceed or choose to skip and drop if you want to.
Next chaps imma b blasting my hate for the old man rAAAAAA (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
Andante doesn't like Hyo Seop enough yet. He still manipulates him like he's easy. He's got the possessiveness of a child. His feelings aren't there yet.
I hope Andante suffers and yearns. It's gotta be He fell first, but He fell harder. (づ￣ ³￣)づ
I'm seeing in the comments ppl rlly don't like old soo han. Which is fair bc his behaviour isn't right. But I think his feelings are valid.
He's suffocated by the financial dependence, and there's anger at a societal system that pretty much only benefits the already rich and keeps the rich richer. The access to good schooling. Technology, food, clean safe homes. The more he plays into model behaviour, it kinda feels like whoring yourself out for material gifts. Logically, nobody will like someone who isn't nice or reward morally bad behaviour. But rmb he's an omega, so he's facing a lot of sex-based discrimination and harassment. He's been receiving unfair treatment already for his best behaviour. It just feels like a shitty deal of a life all around, I understand why he'd want to rebel against the system and act out, and why he has a lot of resentment. Bc realistically he can't win in life without hand downs from upper class, purely bc of the cards he was born with.
Ofc he's upset being born in poverty and violence and with no support system. Having rich patrons only emphasises the conditional nature of his relationships. When u grow up alone just wishing for unconditional love bc u didn't get that from ur parents or ur childhood/home life was unstable, that's like massively triggering.
And to see a child born of privilege, who hasn't ever rlly suffered. Your hatred for the system transfers to the objects that benefit from the system. They say "don't shoot the messenger". But if you can't change or fight the system, the only thing that u can affect is what's literally closest to you: people.
And this kid is the only one who loves him purely. It's ridiculous and ironic. It would feel like giving in to the system to accept his love and even feeding in to the system to love the kid back. Do yall get it?
There's no justifying him trying to kill yeon seo. But his feelings and the way he was is understandable to me. I hope yall can empathise w someone who has been thru so much. The violent anger from this kind of specific circumstances is rlly like nothing else.
Esp from a kid who was kind thruout. He cared for his grandma. If yall have relatives w dementia or have been carers, if uk uk. He's obeyed his absent violent dad. He has been kind to yeon seo and cared for him, despite his conflicted feelings.
Yall I don't even think doseong was a ghost, I think he was fully a hallucination because the photo next to the graffiti was cut off screen. A ghost may not show on pictures either, but it gives me the feeling that Jinhyeok was truly just alone in his grief going thru it ╥﹏╥
I went in to this knowing there's only 6 chapters and from the death at the beginning I had a feeling it was just tragedy, so I couldn't even read the smut. What's the point of seggsy times when Ik doseong is dead?!??
It reminds me of the mom in Babadook
Someone else said moobies sucking when?
Just wanna add that we need more ukes touching and caressing their tops during seggs. Semes should have their titties played with too, the pecs are made for playinggg
