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Same here! I felt heart broken after reading it and after that I can't sleep for a while because I'm dying to see the continuation of it! T_T hope chapter 5 still about ichi and kou. But, i think what ichi's did for kou is quiet reasonable. The ways kou's act to him is too arrogant and he just looks like playing around with ichi's feeling. For me ichi's is the victim and It's not ichi's fault to inttended to break it off with kou and try to find another men who is much more better than kou. At least the kind one, trully accept him and not mocking him around like kou's did to him. Remember, ichi has a low self-esteem and he doesn't understand kou's felling for him. No wonder he will find another man. and i think he is not cheat on him since ichi haven't slept with the glasses guy. If the main character is ichi, I bet you'll say that "kou's is bitch/jerk, he better off with another man" kind of stuff. :p it's fortunate enough that ichi can love kou back after what he done to him all this year. And I just hope from that incident, kou will learn his mistake and try to showing his love more. :> you have to value your partner you know. Love can't develop from only one side. Sorry if i rant to much.. Hope you don't mind. And sorry to hear about you cheating husband :( I hope you will find a better men in the future. *hug*

No, it's fine, I love to discuss opinions about stories! I sympathize with Ichi a bit, Kou was an asshole - admittedly, but I've learned from experience that if someone is treating you in such a way, you have to find the courage to break it off with them, not turn around and cheat on them. They were both pretty shitty to each other, maybe both their negatives will cancel each other out and they'll learn to forgive. I probably have too much personal connection to the story, so I know how much it hurts to be cheated on - once because of love and again because of lust. I just think that Ichi should have talked to kou before jumping into such an action. The second he felt something for someone else it should be discussed and their relationship should be broken off, and maybe once Kou fixes his damn personality and Ichi learns that he did a shitty thing that they could be together again. I dont think, under any circumstance, should one sneak behind anothers back and have an affair. The impact of the affair is lightened because I don't think they slept together either, just had a more emotional affair. Though that sometimes hurts more, knowing your partner doesn't value you more than the other. BUt kou was verbally abusive and thats never okay either. They both have their sins. Thank you! It's almost weird to be so passionate about a manga, but I love this author! he/she has heart wrenching stories. Thank you! *hug* :)