Honestly... after reading the novel ... and knowing the reason why the mom doesn’t love her own daughter ... for me ... it’s just full of bs ... it’s just what i think . Her reason was so selfish though ... you can search up zaibl.com if you wanna read the novel .
She said something like ..
She hated the father so much which is why she couldn’t devote her love to her daughter and she said that she didn’t know how to be a mother ...
I mean like ... everyone is a first time mother .. my mom was a first time mother when she got my sister ... but at least she didn’t just throw us aisde ... instead she raised us lovingly
while reading the novel ... i've always been bothered my how riftan talks . i know he's rough but in the manga , i can see what he truly is like . im the visual learner type so i don't really read novels . but !! the only thing i dislike about the manga version is ... that they didn't include the smothering hot smutty scene ... it is so hot i can feel my own body heat so i had to take a shower
white haired dude is in the way ... and man ... i don't like this ...