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Okay so in my ideal world, I think if this was to span years, and she was to grown into her mid twenties and THEN one of the men confessed to her, I’d find it better and more believable. Or even if she meets another lord who has watched her struggle and raise the kids that aren’t even her own, I just think she deserves a man who knows her worth. But ngl I do like the trope where the heroin sees the male lead as cute and innocent, someone who’s not a “threat”romantically anyway. And then BAM! When she starts to think about romance again he’s like “IM A REAL MAN!” And then confusion and finally ....romance. Cute fluffy and, if possible, steamy romance. I could see this happening with the dark haired boy. I could also see her eldest “son” trying this. But I don’t want it to go that way, I know he’s to old to ever consider he a mum. But considering her relationship with his dad wasn’t bad, it just wouldn’t feel right. Poor boy gotta find a good, nice gal who’s not his last one. She a bish.

I remember in the past whenever a new man appeared everyone would be so against him, calling him ugly etc even if he was good looking, because back then another love interest usually meant you were in for a wild ride, and it would usually include rape etc. Where as now a days things are more fluffy, and even when the second guy is an Awhole they’re usually really fleshed out and it makes the bitter not so bitter. Now a days yaoi is well written and is less about rape and tragedy and more realism. (Rape is realistic sure but like....not to the extent it used to be portrayed as). Like everyone lost their shite about killing stalking where as in the past that was normal AND they even have a happily ever after

I’m actually someone who sleep walks but I have a very similar case as the uke in this. Mine stems from trauma though as when I was a young teen someone broke into my mums house and I was the only one who heard it, and I’d gone down stairs and searched the whole house, and went back upstairs....and then the banging continued. Basically I’d not checked our cellar and that’s where the criminal had hid, I was young and scared of it. But anyway, as a result whenever I hear noises in my sleep I will “wake up” and investigate it. But I won’t remember doing this at all, except for one time I remember saying something slurred to my flat mate something like “where’s the dragons “ and him laughing at me. I went straight back to bed and I didn’t remember this until weeks later.
Now this doesn’t happen all of the time, but if I go to bed and my flat mates late from coming home, when he comes home eventually I’ll always be there in the hallway waiting to see who it is. It’s scary because I don’t remember doing that, and he says it’s freaky because he’ll have a full conversation with me and he’s even eaten pizza with me (apparently) and unless he tells me I don’t know. It’s very rare I have flash backs of it, and much like this uke I’m like “did that happen though? It must just be a dream”. And I can’t stress how rare this is that I even get a flash back. But where I can’t relate to this uke is... I don’t think I could have sex and not wake up, especially spanked. But then again I ate a pizza apparently . I like the different approach and I really felt bad for the seme.

So, my thinking of this is that tia will get with the prince, we all know that. But the biggest thing we’re all confused about is even though they’re different, how can she love him? He raped her and killed their child. But- imagine waking up from that, and it’s so fresh in your head, but then what you saw isn’t what’s acting out. The prince who hurt you so much in your past life is nothing like that now. The king isn’t dead like he was originally...I genuinely think I’d start to think it was all a terrible dream. I know she knows it’s real, but sometimes when something’s so different the memory starts to fade. She’s traumatised we know that but the prince has proven time and again that he really isn’t the one she knew from the past. And... the last time he’ll prove this will be when the “chosen one” appears. Once he’s rejected her and proven to Tia that he’s chosen her, THEN she will fully heal. I genuinely believe that Peoples way of thinking works that way. If we truly believe something we’ll stick by it, but if the evidence suggests otherwise we’ll doubt it until we’re proven wrong completely. Tias holding the other girl against the prince right now, that’s her last string to her last life, once it’s cut she’ll move on. And I don’t see it as unrealistic, I think that’s very realistic and I’d do the same. I think most people would. Because that isn’t her reality now. This is.

I understand what she’s doing and I really sympathise but damn....she’s brutal I feel bad for the ml.

So this is gonna be spoiler af-

So I “read” the raws and mah gawddddd! Okay so at the beginning it’s hinted at that the alpha isn’t that into being a uke he’ll do it “depending on my partner” so I feel like in this manga, gay and straight are still a thing.(some universes they’re all linked genders really the only true gender is the betas). So it makes perfect sense that they’re a switch couple. The omega has his hand ups about being an omega because he didn’t know for yearsss, he thought he was a beta and then one day he was suddenly an omega- a freakishly large one. But he goes about life pretending he isn’t because he’s seen how it is for omegas. But then he goes into heat around the alpha and the alpha guys all “you want some....fuck?” (Meme) and yeah they get groovy, however in one scene the alpha does just hop （￣へ￣）on the D at first and then realises....meh and decided to top instead which I thought was hot. And then in the scene where the omega tops again the alpha starts preparing him for what I’m assuming is his turn next . Like “yup you keep going, imma just slip these in there...Nono...keeeeep going” . And I like how he changes from this scruffy goofball to this scruffy but very confident and sexy alpha. It’s nice to see. And yeah okay the omega gets a lil more girly but I think it was more an art style change than anything as they both end up similar build towards the end. It’s a cute read and now one of my faves tbh.

I’d Love a link to the translated book if there is one, pretty please?

So....we had two instances where she dies.... that’s why things got a little confusing, the male lead (second prince) appears to be the “dragon” so technically three lifetimes have come and gone, starting with the dragon and the maiden, that didn’t work out, so they’re reborn and he’s a human, unless the dragon was just a metaphor, but they were given a second chance...and she dies (first chap) then we see her wake up, remembering...something....and she’s making the decision to give up her dukedom and then...flash forward, they’re happily ever after...or so he thought, he changed the past but not really, he just delayed her death. She dies again, he’s distraught and brings her back once more, this time...something seems to be different, it’s before her decisions to give up her position, and he’s the one coming instead of the first prince. Now here comes my theories-
I think her brother is going to be a big role in her death, I feel like when she gives up her dukedom he may feel humiliated, and made to feel like he can never be as good as his sister, that everyone hates him, why him? He’s the failure, the cripple etc. And to make matters worse, rather than get revenge for him it appears she falls in love with man he believes to be responsible for his crippled hand. I don’t think he’ll be the main villain, I think he’ll be manipulated by someone higher up, or someone looking to gain power. Someone who blows air onto the fire, fuels it. Encourages his negative emotions...it appears there’s someone whispering things into his head, pretending to be someone they’re not. OR the brother did something he didn’t want to tell his sister, and that’s why the dad AND the first prince are so against him becoming the duke, he did something and the second prince punishes him for it. The heroin discovers what it is and sides with the second prince, again the brother in his twisted head would see it as a betrayal. Now my theories are only based off of the one instance where he shows the rage against his hand, and the fear he has for the second prince. Maybe he’s a sweety, I just feel like there’s something else to him.

Tongue is never my thing, but I got with someone who loved to use tongue, and so I tried it but it still didn’t work for me...however he loved it. But if we’d done that thing with the mint...I’d have so been up for that, my god it was hot.

Are they blood related or no? Because he says to his mother that his twins his only blood brother so I’m a lil confused