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I had an older sister who killed herself when I was 8. Because of family circumstances we weren't so close. However, reading this story made me think about how different things would have been if we had connected as the closest sisters. Like Kaede, I learnt the truth behind my sister's disappearance later, by listening to third parties' comments, except that in my sister's case it actually was a suicide. As I said, I was a kid and I didn't get to know her enough so I couldn't feel her loss as this manga's main character. I could feel my mom's pain, as well as people saying how cold I was for not crying for my sister. That's how I grew up thinking I was a cold person. This manga is indeed sad and I regret not enjoying it as most of you. I wish I could cry after reading this, but I just can't...