
...I really don´t. He raped him, and didn´t give a shit what happend to him afterwards, so the guy drawned... What an asshole... (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸

oh, is that what happened? in my frustration, i was trying to figure out if it was because he left him in the water after raping him, or if the boy committed suicide because everything was going wrong in his life.
But i don't think he drowned because he was drunk like they mentioned. I mean he wasn't drunk to the point of being unable to move to be able to drown. Unless it was both him being intoxicated and then raped that just made him lifeless?
i don't know, just so frustrated with the "friend!" like why?!?! the friend wasn't drunk, he was completely sober, how the hell does one just rape a person and then sleep?! how does that happen?!?! (╬ ̄皿 ̄)凸

Shirase's death had nothing to do with his emotions. He was intoxicated, then pinned down and raped. Now, the anus is not an easy place to enter, unlike a vagina it is not stretchy. Shirase was being raped. Rape = forced sexual harassment. Therefore, the guy that was raping him wasn't being gentle at all. The pain was so unbearable Shirase passed out. The tides in the water arose, leading to his death where he drowned.

oh i see, yea, that makes sense now. i was ignorant to the fact that being anally raped could cause one to pass out. So he wouldn't have woken up from the splashing water in his face because he was too exhausted? Because i feel like one would instinctively wake up when a stimulus "touches" you in your sleep/unconscious state; something like a survival reflex.
*sigh, i am so naive and ignorant to the real thing. I trusted the other yaoi's too much, where they romanticized rape, which is stupid of me because manga is usually just make believe >.>
Thanks melonhead for making it clearer.

Not a yaoi but a shonen-ai... but still very good.
http://forum.nihonomaru.net/yuri-and-yaoi-manga.48/thread/ichi-ni-no-san-okuyama-puku.355540/

When reading the 1st chap it didn't feel like it's yaoi. So yeah more like schounen ai. But still this is tagged yaoi too. Maybe got 1 'H' scène?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/koi_nanka_shitakunai/mh/c007/26/
I can't even... xDDD