You can ask for forgiveness, grovel down, beg, and all, but not when you accept to yourself that you don't deserve to be forgiven. No matter how you love the other person you are also aware what had happened already left a mark regardless of time, and the trauma it caused would take time to heal. You would be picking scraps, those little times you can see your love would be your lifeline, it will never be enough but you have no choice but to gamble on that. That's what Ido's feeling now.
On the other hand, his stature is giving me an end of the rope feeling. He even set a timeline. Is he gonna jump to the abyss after? The point of no return? Does he thinks it would absolve him? I hope I'm wrong.
Lastly, the chapters are going heavy as it goes on. The atmosphere is pulling me down close to breaking down. Lol. I have to get out and touch some sunlight. Woo
Everyone is a green flag here. Haha. But damn, hyung didn't have to die. On the other hand, this is a nice cleansing of my muddled brain. Haha
All the comments here makes me seem I'm blind. Haha. Because at this point Director Gu is not that bad according only to me. Might have to do with me reading a lot worse than this. So, anyway he coerced him to be his fairy, true but he's not the type that shove and fck it guy, like the others. Also, I might be wrong but I thought he's gonna die if he didn't find and sleep with waterfall or something that turns out to be Cheongwoo, so he's rough and desperate. But still that's not an excuse to do all that just because he can, he might just deliberately doing all these to scare Cheongwoo. He's even compromising, removing that beads, carrying him and all, though that's just the bare minimum. Lol. Plus the comedic aspect on the scenes that tackles some serious and dark tone on the story actually makes me laugh for real, and I like it. It made it somehow bearable, now I have a love hate relationship with Director Gu's character. Haha. He's scary, but also gentle, harsh but also caring. I can't totally hate him or love him.
P.s I'm gonna read the novel since a lot of people says he's actually more insufferable there. I want to judge it myself.
I read from the last chapter of the last season so I could have the continuity. And my expression didn't change from last time I read it. (exclaimed fuck you after I see his face in the last panel that made me laugh) Anyway, I just want to know the conclusion of this jumbled thread of lies and deception.
I want to see them fiery on it too. Poor guy, the duke snatched his caretaker before he could devour him. Haha. Joke aside, I want to see where his investigation would lead him to. If he would be able to find out what happened to his aunt. And why the duke's house is like that.
I guess Josh is the baddest omega. And most good looking too. No offense to the others. Haha.
Has something to do with his memories? Like resetting them or something? Or even erased some?
I feel bad for Ido, but Sejin needs more time to himself. And looks like they both do.
I want more freedom for Sejin. Get recognised for his own effort without his family name. That'd be awesome.