
i don't like the stories that going " you raped me so i love you".

Welcome to the world of yaoi. After reading over 1000 yaoi, I can tell you, this scenario is as common as cat shit in a litter box. I'm sorry to burst your yaoi bubble, but it's not going to get any better...in fact, it will probably get pretty old. You'll eventually do one of two things, get so used to it that you don't even notice anymore or give up reading yaoi out of disgust. I hope you stick it out, because there are a lot of yaoi with great plots that, unfortunately, use this plot device. Good luck and happy(er) reading.
the story is really gentle and heart-warming. but,I'm not that satisfied the ending. Since it was a bit shorter, I think it missed some parts.