the best you can do is go to a therapist. I don't know if you told your parents about your concern, but if you try they might understand and send you the money or contact a professional.
But please don't auto diagnose yourself, it will be harmful for you, for the people around you and for the people with actually adhd. And i wouldn't recommend to...... 1 reply
[as a manga reader] it first gives you the impression that is only a porn without plot manga but it's more about dirty jokes, sex toys and some uncensored dicks lol it's really hilarious idk how some people take it so seriously 1 reply