i’m no pyschiatrist but jian yi shows signs of depression.
idk how exactly, but his goofy attitude is an obvious facade and even if it’s geniune it’s mostly because he’s with xixi. (his favorite person and quite literally his only source of happiness) also he had a really bad childhood. whenever he’s NOT with xixi, there’s always this dark and sad air around him. it’s like he’s returning to his “real self” where he’s very mentally unstable.
irdk tbh, i’m not good at explaining, but i can just see it. also, he MIGHT be gay or bi or pan (idk) and you know how people are towards the lgbt community, so that could be one more additional source of his stress. and what’s more is that he’s in love with his best friend. his family issues too, damn. as a child, he lacked so much parental guidance. his dad basically is non existent and his mom, always absent (probably very busy bc she’s a single mother and her ex husband is literally in some shady business that still keeps messing with them)
god this manhwa sucks ass. the plot is going nowhere it’s just sex sex and sex. the way this fuckass jaekyung guy just keeps humiliating dan is so ??? inhumane. is the author into this typa kink cuz i’m seeing a pattern here i might drop this if it keeps dragging out the story. bj alex was my fave manhwa and i expected more from the same author but seeing where this new bl is going i’m just…