I'm so confused by Ice's part in what just happened and his motivation so obviously he's willing to protect mj at doctor's expense, but it's because he thinks they can't kill father and protect doctor at the same time, but surely if he just sent mj to the place he sent doctor knowing father's ppl will be there (if that's even what he did idk), then sending mj there a bit after would give him a chance to shoot father, thus ending the whole thing ???
Still crazy he said NOTHING before he left, could have sent smth while he was in the States before the surgery or left smth not even to say where he was going but what was going on. I can't really judge the actions of someone in that position because heck idk what I'd do with three months left to live, but I'd hope I wouldn't abandon my family and leave them thinking I left for selfish reasons like cmon man I do wonder if maybe the forgetfulness and stuff of that nature also impacted the decision a bit like he couldn't remember the address to send a letter, but then I think they would have mentioned smth to that effect if it was the case. I could've let it go if he wasn't like "I don't regret it" WHAT?? How do you not regret letting her die thinking you abandoned her and her unborn child, knowing she went about raising him alone for years?? I get the 40 years of recovery and not wanting her to see that but the fact he stands behind not telling her anything at all is pretty crazy ngl
he might've needed to be the bad guy in this situation
1. who knows what was rlly going on in his mind, if he was forgetting his own WIFE, who knows what else could've been going on with him at the time with such a deadly tumor eating at his brain
2. she might've fought against him and insisted she go with him, then what? she'd have to take care of him and their child by herself regardless at some point. she's be alone while he was in a coma, and he lost his memories coming out of his coma, on top of years of therapy and other treatments.
and who knows, telling her might've made her pity him or see him in a different light (which i think is unlikely), her knowing could've caused more suffering for each other for all we know
i'd like to think he didn't want that life for her (she was really young too), and imo nobody should have to watch their partner go through something so grueling, nor should someone have to care for their partner on such an intense level (people have lost their minds to nursing fatigue)
No but I mean if he left a letter not saying where he was going it would have been impossible for her to go with him, I feel like everyone keeps forgetting this was an option lol and he didn't have to say everything about the tumour, I think any kind of information even just saying something has come up I have to deal with would have been better than nothing because then your mind is just going wild and makes you think it's because he never cared about you in the first place








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