I would wanna show this man off everywhereeeeeee too if i had oneee (〜￣△￣)〜
Pretty rich words coming from ice, the man who literally just sacrificed doctor 5 mins ago now acting like he actually gives a damn. He hasn't tried to explain himself at all to doctor or anything it's so confusing
Also doctor GO INTO HIDING atp what are you doing?? Why are they so stupid. I'd get it if the issue was like oh but father would probably figure out the hiding place but they haven't brought that up, it's just not wanting to be apart?? I guess? And ice just wanting him to die ofc
I really dont wanna skinny shame but hajin is making it hard, babe the ribs freak me outtt I feel like I shouldn't be able to see them
I'm so confused by Ice's part in what just happened and his motivation so obviously he's willing to protect mj at doctor's expense, but it's because he thinks they can't kill father and protect doctor at the same time, but surely if he just sent mj to the place he sent doctor knowing father's ppl will be there (if that's even what he did idk), then sending mj there a bit after would give him a chance to shoot father, thus ending the whole thing ???
Still crazy he said NOTHING before he left, could have sent smth while he was in the States before the surgery or left smth not even to say where he was going but what was going on. I can't really judge the actions of someone in that position because heck idk what I'd do with three months left to live, but I'd hope I wouldn't abandon my family and leave them thinking I left for selfish reasons like cmon man I do wonder if maybe the forgetfulness and stuff of that nature also impacted the decision a bit like he couldn't remember the address to send a letter, but then I think they would have mentioned smth to that effect if it was the case. I could've let it go if he wasn't like "I don't regret it" WHAT?? How do you not regret letting her die thinking you abandoned her and her unborn child, knowing she went about raising him alone for years?? I get the 40 years of recovery and not wanting her to see that but the fact he stands behind not telling her anything at all is pretty crazy ngl
I'm sure he regrets how everything happened, and of course abandoning them. But i want to believe that he means he doesn't regret his decision in making them suffer together
I think him not saying anything was more of a situation so he would look like a bad guy therefore making her gf move on faster?
But how is that a better alternative, I think it would make me feel worse and questioning everything that this guy i was in love with and about to have his baby just up and left for no reason
Thats a nicer interpretation
it was a lose-lose situation for everyone, someone had to unfortunately take the brunt of it :/
Ig I just think they're both suffering regardless so surely letting her know it wasn't his choice to leave, and wasn't because he loved her any less, would lessen her suffering a little bit, but that's just imo
he might've needed to be the bad guy in this situation
1. who knows what was rlly going on in his mind, if he was forgetting his own WIFE, who knows what else could've been going on with him at the time with such a deadly tumor eating at his brain
2. she might've fought against him and insisted she go with him, then what? she'd have to take care of him and their child by herself regardless at some point. she's be alone while he was in a coma, and he lost his memories coming out of his coma, on top of years of therapy and other treatments.
and who knows, telling her might've made her pity him or see him in a different light (which i think is unlikely), her knowing could've caused more suffering for each other for all we know
i'd like to think he didn't want that life for her (she was really young too), and imo nobody should have to watch their partner go through something so grueling, nor should someone have to care for their partner on such an intense level (people have lost their minds to nursing fatigue)
No but I mean if he left a letter not saying where he was going it would have been impossible for her to go with him, I feel like everyone keeps forgetting this was an option lol and he didn't have to say everything about the tumour, I think any kind of information even just saying something has come up I have to deal with would have been better than nothing because then your mind is just going wild and makes you think it's because he never cared about you in the first place
ig it was more complicated than that
I mean sure feelings more complicated I'm just saying imo that would've been the better thing to do and I'm sad he didn't
Are we gonna ignore the teacher watching two teenagers (potentially children) have sex? #－.－)
I'd fall for that too damn it ╥﹏╥
Not only that but he's such a flirt how could he not realized his feelings
Oh poor Seojoon, he have to deal with him since day 1
Ok after years I've come back and I think I FINALLY get and can articulate why it might make sense he only decided to leave because of the baby - so he loved herapi and seems to have missed him (we see him looking all depressed in the blanket and you know it's been a while because herapi doesn't have the marks on his face iirc), but he can't replace the biking gang in his life because he can't live for him. You can't live for a partner in the same way you live for a gang because it's just practically not the same, like being alone with herapi he'd still be alone most of the time because herapi would have his own stuff going on and there's not much tying you together except what you said you feel about each other. Which is nice but obviously can change. But a baby is different, you can easily base your entire identity around a child and taking care of them, it can be what gives your life a purpose (not just meaning like a partner could) in the sense it gives you something to actually do. Also the way a child works means you're just never alone 99% of the time and we're shown how he hates being alone. So yeah I think Herapi alone as much as he loved him couldn't replace the function of the biking gang in his life but the baby could enable him to be with herapi in that way. But it's not super clear tbh