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People will really use anything to justify a ml's bad behaviour and this is my first time fully realising that fr and I dont even believe he killed the dad but thats not the end all and be all here for whether hes a bad person or not and neither is the apocalypse. U can still want them to end up together in the end, its a manga who cares, but let's mb not go to the ends of the earth trying to explain away unnecessary murder
This is so conflicting I feel like im still not over takahiro being ready to sleep with his ex if he was asked to at the club and it felt like it was never really resolved and its confused me sm about his job and to what extent if at all he has sex with other people but idk if I've just misunderstood smth ??????? Because I remember an arc where taka got jealous reo was about to sleep with a woman so it seems sorta kinda monogamous in that work sense from reo's perspective so what's going on at taka's job???
FRRRR
i think him working at a sex club as a trainer/manager also entails being open to being requested if it was a really pressing request, iirc him training might also include penetration but not until he finishes, just bc he is takahiro who cant come if its not mareo. the other trainers i think have the same responsibility too in training that may include penetration, and that bc their standards in training are p lax or broad, the sex club may as well view it as them being able to sleep with a client upon heavy request.
i think mareo was privvy to him being the trainer and still jealous about it but doing his best to accept that this was takahiro's work (trainer) but sleeping with a client with the intent to be paid for sex and not to train was a different matter that he should have been told of, but not easy to not understand neither.
for takahiro, his job in the sex club was a manager/trainer that may extend to sex with clients if he was able to, and in a strict professional manner, much like what other trainers do, and seems like a norm for their sex club to be open to. for mareo, he only assumed/knew takahiro's trainer part of his work.
sorry im not good at wording that's rlly long TT i feel like mareo eventually understood that his boyfriend IS working at a sex club so being asked to have paid sex and accepting it wasnt rlly outrageous, which was why he was able to move past it that quick for us, but he was also completely valid because he rlly should have been told that and clarified that because takahiro knew it would be important for him and make him sad. They are both monogamous, but they treat their work as professionally as they can treat it by separating sex work from their life as lovers starting out (takahiro doesn't like it but tried to be understanding and accepted that mareo was doing sex work at the brothel)
Sorry wordy!!!! I hope i made sense, they accept each other's work that involves being intimate with other people. their current requirement for each other is to just be open/transparent about it.
no the thing that bothers me is him actually saying to himself that he wouldn’t mind it if another man snatched away mareo but if it’s a woman, he won’t accept it. at that point im really questioning if it’s even about professionalism anymore.