
if my cats are suffering & hurting so much & there is no other cure or help to ease the pain. i'll let go of my cats & that guilt & misery that comes along after letting them go, i will have to carry until the day i meet them again & when that time comes, I will beg for forgiveness & tell them i missed & still love them & ask them to accept me again as their mom.

I honestly think either way (whether you choose to let go or keep fighting) it's ok. There's really no right answer. In this fictional setting, since the MC talk to Udon, he likely made the recommendation based on what Udon wanted. IRL, I think all that matters is the intention of wanting to do what you think is best for your beloved pet.

they just keep fcking like i'm reading some Hentai here.

Guy gets reincarnated into a story his little sister liked about a BL with a side character of his name who is "villainous". now he gets really sick if he thinks of his past life to hard, and ended up with the guy who would kill him in the story. Their relationship seems to only progress via coitus and the mc is afraid of the ML cause he doesn't want to die. ML is heavily implied to be a sunbae he knew in his past life and probably liked.

spoilers ahead:
“Did you really intend to just leave after coming to your boyfriend’s house?”
A word I couldn’t ignore brushed past my ears.
Thinking I must have misheard, I carefully asked again,
“What did you just say…?”
“Your boyfriend’s house.”
“Boyfriend…?”
My heart sank. But Joo Seunghyuk smiled brightly, as if amused.
“Why are you questioning it?”
“Are we, are we boyfriends?”
“That’s a strange question. We offered our purity to each other and kissed. If this isn’t being boyfriends, then what is it?”
‘Boyfriends’? I never dreamed I’d hear such a realistic word from the mouth of an obsessive male lead.
“Don’t tell me you were just playing with me?”
The dark mana that had disappeared with the warm shower water began to rise again.
I frantically shook my head.
“No! That’s not possible.”
“Then what’s our relationship?”
“B-Boyfriends…”
“Then there’s no problem.”
No problem? What do you mean, no problem?!
I wanted to argue vehemently, but I couldn’t make a sound.
If I denied that we were boyfriends, this obsessive male lead might suddenly turn on me.

chapter 10:
https://lilyonthevalley.com/chapter/gol-ch-10/

will the uke be another push-over or he will have a strong & cool personality & not easily bent uke? & please recommend me something like that if you know a good manga/manwha

Hes exactly easy to bend, constantly thinking that he doesn't want to have shmeks/kisses but doesn't do anything to stop the ml from literally doing whatever he wants to the mc. All this "i have to keep him away from me so i don't end up killed" is bullshit caz he just stays there like a dead rat doing NOTHING and even agreeing with what ml wants

if i were the MC, i would be crazy af & i wont give a damn about this world/game that keeps killing me every round of regression.
i would just end everything right here, right now like
f everything, f everyone, f this world, f this game, f you too b.
why tf should "I" save this world? am i the only person living here?
expect any honest & innocent love story between a debtor & a creditor which is a part of a mafia/gangster. atleast this one has a better redemption arc than Roses and Champagne
you just opened a fresh wound omfg i hated how cesar dgaf in the end... i thought mc was going to give him the talk but nah ┗( T﹏T )┛
ikr! lee won became submissive to him,
but eventho ceasar is f* up in the head & toxic asf.
i'm still attracted to him.
this is what i believed , and more of yaoi manhwa came from debtor and creditor genre made from this cause its popular , to be honest i read this cause its omegaverse and it has a baby. and i agree tho with the roses and champaign Taeju has a better redemption arc