
It's the lack of self respect for me ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

He let go and went away raising the child. Far from Ian. Never once try asking for pity or child support. Not once bad mouthed Ian to try gain sympathetic audience. People just took pity for Noah by witnessing his hard work to raise the child. He let go his career to give food and shelter for the child. Never try to find sperm donor for attention. Just where is the pathetic aspect here.

He's pathetic for trying to go see Ian one last time under the pretext of giving back the inhibitor.
He didn't just leave because he had let go, he was afraid for his heart and also fearful of Ian's pheromones, and the fact that Ian doesn't like omegas and yet he is now bonded to one. As far as raising the child went, he decided on his own, one-sidedly, to raise the child-on-his-own. Since he has made this decision that's what he has to live with. Even if the initial pregnancy and birthing and nursing took a year and a half or something he had several choices, find a babysitter/wet nurse and go find a good job, or be a stay-at-home/work part time mom.
Someone/ppl have pointed out that as an educated econs major he should have the capacity to look for a good job, as his child grew older. But four years have passed and nothing. Also, there's a possibility that he had chosen the profession he did because his friend supported him, as well as not working in the business sector since it would be easy for Ian to have found him there, since Ian was a business admin major.

Noah is raising a child. Newborn to 4 years. How can you think he has the time in the world to build his career??
He has no supporting family. Noah is in his own. You think money run like water? Where he find the wealth for baby sitter or anything to comfort his life while raising a child.
With Ian act like that, its only natural for Noah run away. Noah understand well his own circumstances and limitations. And its not at all a proud thing for Ian can do anything while he start with silver spoon since birth. Life just unfair as it is.
Noah did not act clingy to Ian. He's no desperate to gain Ian's attention. He just being a fool in love. Not all has the backbone to turn away after got sting. For letting go and went away for impossible relationship, I don't this pathetic at all.

Shrug. He chose the path to raise the child by himself. It sucks but that was his choice.
I don't know, I'm not a single mom, but I've seen people make it work. And he already has a decree. It's not like he was trying to go back to school to get a diploma, so all he had to do was work on his resume and look for a job. My mom worked and had me but she wanted to make money so she had me be cared for by others. Granted, my grandma was around that time so it helped. But my mom worked and hired nanny as well. So either you hire someone to watch your child while you make money or you watch your child and make no money. ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍. Not the best scenario but you make the best of it. It's not like he was uneducated. He would have to get some work experience. And it would have made the most sense to go to work in the field that he studied in.

Heh. Just because it works for you, doesn't mean its easy for everyone. Your mom has the support. Noah has no one but kind friend. Those kind friend also in the same age where they need to focus on their career to build future. No one has time for child raising except Noah need to sacrifice his. He has no income to afford the baby sitter either. Because if he could, he wouldn't living like that. You think work is easy? If you just a child then yes it is, as you never experience how hard it is ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭
You could only be angry to the weakest and try hard to defend the asshole who is also the source of the problem. It takes two hands to make a clap. Noah not only the problem. Your pov is crooked that beyond help. Won't waste my time anymore.

Your problem is that you keep saying I'm defending the alpha when I'm not.
My point is not crooked. We're all just making assumptions based on what we've seen. Ok, true, he has no family and yes his friend is also busy making a living. But it was Noah's choice to keep the child and to raise him. Everything is a choice. And if he's smart enough as he has been nominated to be an exchange student, he would have been able to find some way around this. He was an Economics Major, for God's sake and he has a friggin degree..... Stop making him out to be some poor dumb bloke w/ no degree.

Ngl I think that youn'an people are trouble like they also have their fair share of trouble but other people suffers from it. Like Xie lian country won't go down if there is no youn'an and more. Like I think if you born as youn'an and you fuck up it's okay cus the heaven aren't gonna punish you anyway cus your youn'an(▰˘◡˘▰)

https://www.bookhaitang.com/book/259065454678086/
The Synopsis I can't (⊙…⊙ )
[Inspired by the Korean manga "Placebo" (๑><๑)]
What novel chapter should I read after(manhua) chapter 80?
I also want to know
Heyy I just went in with trail and error and funnily enough found it first try: it's chapter 260 (novel chapter 259 is basically chapter 79 if you want to check)
Thank uu(⌒▽⌒)