Beakko created a topic of Projection

I did somehow memorize the multiplication table back in the day.. but if u ask me now.. heh~ i think im as dumb as that kid.


My brain only stores 1gb of data. And its filled mostly with work related stuff.. everything else i learned from school, were all dumped somewhere the moment i graduated HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Beakko created a topic of Bloody Lies

Kkkkk so basically~

Dominic is the god the decended many years ago and started the vampire race, but maybe the vampires became greedy for blood, doing massacre or obssesed with eternal life, Primus suddenly wanted to off them all instead, thus becoming the "father" and the "traitor" to the vampire people.

The Priest.. hah~ this twisted mf. So he's obssesed with eternal life coz vampires in this story isnt immortal, only Primus can live forever. Im thinking he lost lots of people he loved during his long life and thats why he didnt get any progency coz he dont wanna lose anyone again.. that is until.. Eugene, the kid scared for his life, showed extreme attachment to him even tho he killed his parents.

Im thinking before the first ritual, Eugene was able to successfully make himself believe he loved the priest to save his ass.. maybe its a psychological something.. and that yall is the best way to make lies look like truth, so the priest was prolly decieved then.. having no choice but make Eugene his sole progency coz Eugene was growing up, and maybe ---- this' my theory --- the priest didnt want Eugene to die of old age so he granted him progency benefits, like getting youth extended.. while he research everlasting life OR he found out Eugene was something unique ---- coz yknow? When the priest killed Eugene's parents, Eugene, *a kid back then*, was skewered right? But the kid was still alive and even begged to be kept alive.. meaning, his hole on the body that couldve easily killed humans was healed like nothing happened.. and remember, the priest said he only made Eugene his progency when he turned 19.. which was years after that massacre.. so maybe it wasnt the priest that saved him, maybe the priest realized Eugene couldnt easily die.. thus made Eugene the perfect specimen for his research on eternal life.. coz otherwise, why would he keep on doing the same ritual with Eugene even tho it already failed a couple times?

OR i also think the priest is just obssesed with Eugene as much as eternal life. Afterall, he said something similar about complete subordination as a goal after becoming Primus, instead of world domination.. so i dunno.. maybe after he gets eternal life, he's thinking of completely owning Eugene and grant him eternal life with him.. its too early to really figure out, but i think those 3 theories i thought of are quite close.

I'm thinking the priest's ritual to become Primus is impossible tho..coz like.. Primus is alive.. like, on the legend they found, Primus was a god that decended the earth after possesing the corpse of the young sacrifice offered to him. Primus just took over an already dead body.. so even if the priest succeeds in completing the ritual, Primus will just take over his body too.. u get what i mean? I dunno what this priest ate that made him think his conciousness could over power a god's possesion. Or maybe im wrong.. but srsly, i think im right, unless i didnt completely understand that freaking legend about Primus aka Paul aka Dominic ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

Beakko created a topic of ARTS MANZ

Im on chapter 10 atp.. and i dont know if i'll ever like Dan Eun whatever.. i mean, i kinda dont like him MORE than the red head.. like.. they were friends.. best friends.. and just because he saw his bff jerking off to men fvcking each other, he acts homophobic? I mean.. i understand that not a lot of people would not look at same sex relationships positively.. even until today.. but that was your bestfriend.

Dan Eun whatever justifies his actions as him avoiding to disappoint the red head's mom coz he owes her a lot.. sure.. but does falling for her son after avoiding him like a disease help? He was acting disgusted.. it was so fvcking obvious. Of course who would react to that nicely? Red head took things too far with his sexual harassment but with Dan Eun whatever being the hipocrite he is, he dont deserve any better. Worse! Roping in a totally innocent individual! Wooow.

I dont think things will get better here.. but i sincerely hope the black hair dont end up with Dan Eun whatever. He freaking has feelings for his bff but acts like a homphobic and takes advantage of someone that fell for him instead so he could release his sexual frustrations. What makes him different from red head? He's basically copying and pasting but with a twist so he doesnt get found out with plagiarism (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

Everyone going after red head and red head alone like a witch hunt really needs to reread this shit. Dan Eun whatever is the same fvcking crap

Beakko created a topic of Semantic Error

Hahhhh~ checked this out again.. and boi~ this was such a fun pair. I miss them (/TДT)/

Beakko created a topic of 4 Week Lovers

Did anybody else figured it out? Jaehee was "literally" wearing the "pants" in the relationship.. just the pants in all literal sense HAHAHAHAHA

He was hiding them panties in the kitchen ╥﹏╥
Thats why Dojun couldnt find them. Whyyy?

Also, i know im not as adorable and as pretty and as brilliant as Dojun, but please Heavens, Hells, the Universe and everything in space and existence.. give me a Jaehee too (/TДT)/

Beakko created a topic of Honey Trouble

The honey from the title Honey Trouble didnt look like honey anymore.. more like mud now.. or grime HAHAHAHAHAHA its coming..

Beakko created a topic of Secret Relationship

Hah~ fvck. I wasted a bucket of tears and a fvcking broken heart with this. I know a lot of yall hating on Jaemin and Soohyun.. but fvck. I get it and I'm with you, but i'm also not. This is gonna be a long ass review.. and bear with me.. because im so emotional right now. I digested this whole plot like a madman, so i dont get confused and understand every.single.damn.thing.

This is what happens when u get indecisive..

after reading stuffs with villains turning protagonists, i've started to understand characters differently.. and this is not me trying to justify all the shit that happened here. Im just saying..

At first, i was infuriated by Daon.. coz why does he string people around if he already has someone he liked.. and i hated Soohyun because i thought he was abusive like the comments said.. i was about to drop it.. but im the type that checks the ending first.. so i was confused and curious why Jaemin was bad coz he was a green mf on maybe more than half of all these chapters. I couldnt stop reading until i figured it out..

The more i read.. fvck. I fell for Soohyun. Jaemin was the picture perfect guy.. and probably the greenest flag if Soohyun and Sunghyeon never existed. The man patiently waited for Daon to become a proper adult.. before making actual moves on him.. and although he had not liked Daon's family at all, he supported them and Daon genuinely.. or at least that was the case at first.. and i dont disagree with him advising Daon to cut off his family and actually live a life for himself. Everybody deserves that.. and it wasnt like Daon completely stopped supporting his family after cutting them off.. he still sends help for his siblings and paid for his parents' hospital bills.. anyway, point is.. Jaemin was green until jealousy twisted everything. Goes to show how love can shape a person.

He was wrong, in many ways but i can deff say he felt so betrayed and broken he lost it. Imagine someone you love.. so fvcking much.. for years since highschool.. finally became a legal adult in college.. he was thrilled to finally confess and make things official.. only to find out, he was a few days late.. Daon already moved on to another love and even slept with Soohyun already.. which isnt wrong.. everybody deserves to love whoever they want and be with whoever.. but Jaemin lost it yall. And i think i can understand.. coz He waited long, he supported Daon all the way, he already had plans for them in the future.. he was just late in saying it out loud.. he prolly didnt feel rushed coz he thought Daon wouldnt fall for someone else.. that thought prolly didnt pass his mind at all, in the first place.. so the reality for him was probably cruel.. and Daon being indecisive with his own feelings, did not help at all.. thus starting the 10 yrs mess they had in three-way.

Fvck. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ again, Jaemin was wrong for all those mind games he played.. but his feelings were valid.. it was just so twisted.. to the point that it completely wrecked and affected the lives of them 3. I fvcking broke out crying when he fvcking said the truth and ended up begging. Fvck. I understood his character so damn well that the hurt he felt also affected me.. i'm prolly gonna be suffering from this pain for about a month or so. Shit. Why did i read this (/TДT)/

Soohyun.. hah~ where do i even fvcking begin. I'm just gonna cry for a while first..

Did anyone else even realize, the guy that was beaten by Soohyun, when they were back in college.. yknow the other guy that Daon "supposedly" liked aside from Jaemin and Soohyun back then.. was it Jongyoon? The fvcker looked so much like Soohyun.. even the dimples where there (/TДT)/ .. like, u loved someone so much but u cant have them, so even if its someone shitty... as long as they're somehow similar.. its fine? It wouldve been less painful had it been a one sided love.. but it was a reciprocated love all this fvcking time. Fvck. Can u stop for a while and imagine what these people where feeling? Suppressing that much feelings for what? It was driving me insaaaaane. All those fvcking chapters thinking Daon was a victim for assault and violence and Soohyun was the fvcking aggressor.. only to fvcking find out that Jaemin was twisting every fvcking thing. Fvck

Soohyun was quick to violence.. i know, thats why lotsa people say he was abusive.. and i guess they're right. He almost killed Jongyoon or whatever the name was, because Daon was beaten by the guy.. he slapped Daon when he first started avoiding him, when they all slept already and everything.. and he beat the shit out of Jaemin coz he was being a worse bitch than he already was.. honestly, i might have been justifying his actions here.. but i dont know.. Soohyun for me was a victim with all this shit.

For me, he was caught between Jaemin's obsession with Daon, and Daon's inability to decide which man to keep. The main problem was Jaemin.. the man was too clever with all his manipulation and gaslighting.. Jaemin never gave Daon and Soohyun a chance to realize their feelings for each other. He was a fvcking revenger you guys. He completely blocked them both.. and he did a very great job doing it.. he probably wouldve ruined Daon and Sunghyeon too if he was within their vicinity.. like if he worked with them in the same company.. Seunghyeon would never have had the chance.. thats how perfect of a manipulator Jaemin was for me. The man was hurt so he was gonna hurt everyone too. No one will be happy.

I was just really broken hearted because Daon and Soohyun wouldve been perfect had they were given the chance to be together properly.. Soohyun was someone who didnt care about being labeled gay. He didnt fear what his parents would say if Daon would go to church with him on a Sunday.. he would also support Daon with his problems at school and at home.. it felt like he was being too easy go lucky, but he would organize notes for Daon and let him nap, he was genuinely worried with the nosebleed, he didnt burden Daon by "giving" the laptop and said he'd lend it instead.. it seemed like he was joking asking Daon to live with him but he was really serious about it.. he flaunted he was rich but acknowledges that its his parents money and never said anything to discourage or make Daon insecure because he was poor.

Small things.. but very consistent. He was easy to be with because of his character and that was prolly the reason why Daon fell for him. He was sincere. Fvck.

Soohyun loved Daon and Daon loved Soohyun. Jeamin was so wrong for twisting that.

The love Soohyun had for Daon didnt fall short with the love Jaemin had for Daon too. When Jaemin finally told Soohyun the truth.. that for 10 yrs, it was him Daon loved, Soohyun was the one that was late this time. Fvck. When Daon ran away from Jaemin on that villa and Sunghyeon found him, and they hugged.. then Sunghyeon asked Daon not to turn around.. i fvcking knew. I really fvcking knew.. that car with the light behind them.. they didnt show who it was.. but i fvcking knew.. it was probably Soohyun.. and good thing they never showed what his face looked like that time.. because i would probably lose my mind (/TДT)/

For the people that said Soohyun was toxic and abusive.. you guys were probably right.. but a man that could be that gentle with his niece.. and have a dinner date with his mom.. and a good relationship with his brother.. a man so genuine.. a man that could show that much love with just his eyes and gesture.. he may be quick with his temper.. but i sincerely dont think he'd beat a person he love. That slap would probably the furthest he'd go. Daon's reactions to his pressence might have confused some people, but i think that was just his guilt coming up. He was hiding the fact that he was sleeping with Soohyun and Soohyun almost killed someone coz of him..

i dont like justifying violence because i dont like being in pain too but i always think underlying reasons should be addressed first and consider to give another chance unless its a behavioral pattern. I try to understand before i completely judge a person but i dont see any problem with people disagreeing with that too.. because it always depends on our individual perspectives.

Bottom line is.. i love Soohyun.. and i still think he was a victim too and he deserves to be happy.. i feel that it was so unfair that he was made out to be a bad person.. i am sad because Jaemin never got his happy ending.. i am sad because Soohyun never got his happy ending either.. i am sad that they had to have that twisted relationship.. revolving around jealousy and toxicity.. i am sad that they had such precious, precious memories.. fvck im crying again.. (/TДT)/ i wanna keep the Jaemin and Daon before they met Soohyun.. i wanna keep Soohyun and Daon before Jaemin interfered.. and i wanna grant Daon that love with Sunghyeon too.. instead of making 3 different stories for them with happy endings.. why did it have to be like this?

My only salvation throughout this whole journey with them.. was the fact that i never saw Soohyun cry.. can u imagine my pain when Jaemin laid his feelings bare and begged? My pain when Sunghyeon cried and asked Daon not to be cruel? When Daon was on his knees asking Jaemin for forgiveness? It was terrible.. so i guess, thank you for not showing Soohyun's face that night when he was late.. if that was enough to make Sunghyeon admit that Daon would go to him, had he seen that face.. then that was also enough for me to understand that it was something that would be too painful to bear.

Daon.. i also grew up poor.. and i hated my life too being the eldest aswell.. but now i understand my parents did what they think was the best they could do to rear us, kids.. and i also struggle to have financial stability.. so i really really relate with all that happened.. and i think i was so affected by this because i could relate well.. but Daon really didnt make good choices here.. he was 30 in this timeline.. and he was a clever child too.. i know Jaemin was a mythic level manipulator and gaslighter.. but Daon always had a choice.. he was just a coward.. a really big one at that. He made everybody believe he loved Jaemin all this time.. even us readers for sure believed him too.. had we never had the chance to have Jaemin's pov.

He made Soohyun believe that.. and Sunghyeon too.. a person that could lie that well, can only manage to do that, if they also made themselves believe that lie too. So yeah.. everybody bought that shit.. only Jaemin didnt. I relate to Daon's circumstances but i wasnt really impressed with how things escalated to this level. It wasnt just his life that got so messed up because he didnt muster the courage to say he loved Soohyun.

So yea.. lesson learned everyone.. and please.. hopefully no one irl actually waits for 10 yrs or wait till they're 30 before they actually say the necessary things. I know its hard and its difficult and its scary to say something to someone because we dont know how the other party would react to it.. but in order to move on and properly live our lives.. lets slowly but surely build up that courage.. so we dont regret anything.. because our lives are short. Who knows what would happen, if things fail, lets get hurt and learn to move on, but if things succeed.. wouldnt it be worth it? Atp, people would be thinking, "easy for u to say" but i also have a hard time expressing myself.. sometimes i couldnt even, until it was too late too.. and then regret about it, thinking "what if".. i guess im saying this for myself too.. i just really hope, no one becomes Daon irl.. i guess thats just it.

I just cant help but be really really sad thinking that a very happy ending for Jaemin and Daon wouldve been possible had they said things early on.. or How Daon and Soohyun wouldve been amazing had things didnt get that twisted with Jaemin..

I guess its really the memories that they had with each other that really broke me like this. I never cried like this for a fvcking manhwa my whole damn life. Maybe once upon a time i cried like it because of self pity.. but nothing like this.. im glad that i finished it.. a tug at my heart after a long time of being unfeeling in this acursed life.. but fvcking damnit.. i didnt ask for it to hurt like this.. so im glad i found this.. but i also couldnt be completely happy for the ending.. if anything.. i'm happy Sunghyeon didnt get to experience that much shit with Daon.. fvcking hell, i cant be happy knowing Jaemin and Soohyun had to go through all that.. at least Daon can be happy now with Sunghyeon.. but still.. wtf (/TДT)/

Beakko created a topic of December

Am i just the only one that waits for the guy at the bottom of each cadre scan upload to wink? Like.. watchu winking at me daddy? HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

also, i was lowkey expecting some bodyguards to show up and protecc our omega, or maybe the grandpa was actually doing some monitoring.. or shin actually didnt book that flight.. but ig not.. ig they just really wanted our omega to suffer like most of the alpha/omega bl tropes ┑( ̄Д  ̄)┍

Beakko created a topic of Liveta

I've reread this after a few years.. from the top.. and i find it funny.. i know the art changes.. but its funny if i add my own perspective to it.. like.. Victor was looking like a middle aged man.. someone old and stressed on his first appearance.. but he looks like a baby now.. still looking stressed with all those dark circles under his eyes.. but yea.. looking like a cute stressed baby.. seems like he's beeing well taken cared off by a very adorable golden retriever.. i hope this gets updated soon.

Also, fr.. Yohan and Victor is cute.. but Van and Ian deff tops it all. I feel like a lot of people would find their pair satisfying.. coz its like seeing your fantasy in webtoon format. Van is like a celebrity and Ian is a random nobody.. but Van is hopelessly inlove with him.. like, dont we all wish something similar to that? Someone totally out of your league or someone unreachable and of different status thirst for you like Van does to Ian. Its just perfection at its finest (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

Btw, Yohan.. haaaaaaaah~ my baby, we all know you'd be leaving Victor soon coz u'd be betraying him.. for your brother.. but u should really calm down on rizzing our Victor. Like, he's totally inlove with u atp, why do u seem to make him fall for u even more, when ur about to break his trust. Its saaaad (/TДT)/ i just hope that things get ruined for the Anthill group before Yohan could ever betray Victor.. and hopefully that leads to medications being available for everybody so Simon could have his surgery and survive.. but ig thats just hopeful thinking.. i can feel the angst creeping in after the haitus.. i feel like it'd be more difficult than knowing what Victor had to go through 7 yrs ago.

Beakko created a topic of Sparkling Baby

I've heard about my gay friends' relationships.. and this hits close to home HAHAHAHAHA before, i thought, that if not all.. most same sex relationships must be smooth coz we can understand them better.. i had a gf before, and we were very comfortable with each other but couldnt last a while due to eventual distance.. but it was smooth, no unecessary drama or fights..

Come gay friends' relationship stories.. not just 1 or 2.. i think all of them if im not mistaken, shared different scenarios and very eventful situations.. i swear. I dont know if its just my friends.. but they were in a toxic.. very toxic relationships.. it just gets longer but it didnt get better. Some of them managed to break up, some didnt.. the break ups werent easy.. i was a witness of a few.. and those that stayed together still shares their grief from time to time.

The reason i'm sharing this, is because.. the top here is a toxic mf. I dont blame the bottom at all if he feels he's being played.. coz i also felt across the screen that he's being strung around.. i mean.. lets say that he's really fallen inlove now and wants to establish a relationship.. dropping a confession after saying those hurtful words and actions.. feels like he's trying to get the easy way around.. cant u show a little bit of remorse first? Like really? Ur just asking him to date u just like that? I hope ur chasing arc is agonizing and long

Beakko created a topic of Dead man Switch

For the life of me.. please make sure to live this time around.. dont die and restart everything again. Fvcking live. Please. His mind wont make it if he restarts again. I swear.. unless.. fvck. They better not bring in the "i can do this a million times more coz i finally know we both love each other. Our love will keep me sane and survive this shit".

They better not.

Fvcking live this time around.

He's been eating yo ass while none of yall bath.. and yall be kissing without brushing yall teeth since december 25 of who knows what yr. Get it together and fvcking live. Make those germs worth it and beat the fvcking zombie virus..

Beakko created a topic of Red Mansion

Mini Mart was doing the drugs.. but i think i got high with him.. reading all this.. and getting interested like the creep they are.. i fvcking like it ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Beakko asked a question

Random thoughts..

Its hopeless.. if a smoldering hot fvcker kill, manipulate, assault, destroy, do drugs, sell drugs, etc. As long as they love me so BAD they'd kill, start wars, burn the world etc.. i'm down for it.

Its over for me.

-but maybe, just dont beat me black and blue too.. i can take pain.. but not much please.. cheating might be fine.. but no beating ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

-i can prolly cheat back.. just to make it even, but i can never beat someone i love.

Fvck.. I think im a read flag too(/TДT)/
Yea.. i think so.. i'm pretty sure if its for someone i really love.. i could pretty much do what red flags do.. i just realized.. it might be possible for me..

Also, dont worry. Im doing therapy~

I might have to mention this on my next session tho. At least i'm aware.. but like.. thinking its possible i could do something inhuman... wow, things just got dark.

I prolly just need sleep. We need to stop reading too much crazy shit here. Its really starting to affect our minds.

Beakko created a topic of Bound to Be Fools

So i stopped reading this.. from that part where Jun and Kangjin was supposed to run away.. because i cant anymore (/TДT)/ i was so scared and everytime i read further, it was like going through a thriller ride i was holding my breath and i was barely breathing even.. i was so focused reading like i was there in person witnessing every happening so the feelings i was getting was so raw.. like it was real i was so scared ╥﹏╥ i really really really fvcking love Chisoo. Fvck. I love him im so mad.. but everthing around everybody was so messed up.. the drugs, the people, the sleeping around to replace every body's ex.. it was chaotic.. its crazy

I finally had the courage to read again coz i see that its ended.. and fvcking damn it. I still fvcking love Chisoo so much it fvcking hurts so bad im so mad and im so sad.. fvck. I have anxiety and depression and trust issues.. and this did not help at all. Fvck. The ending was such a pathethic attempt for a happy ending after all the tragedy we went through.. but i get it.. somebody at least had to be paired up.. but what about Chisoo??

Kangjin and Chisoo had a very beautiful thing going on already.. Chisoo is dangerous, yes. Kangjin has every right to be lonely when left alone.. fine. But Jun. Wtf? I mean i get it.. your life was fvcking hell.. i know.. i really really know.. its been hard, so difficult.. i know you wanna be happy.. but why did u have to squeeze between them? Why cant u just find happiness somewhere else? Like, just find happiness with Roah.. he needs it too coz he's living in hell with with you.. why did things had to be so complicated that things had to be so messed up.. that u guys had to court death so many fvcking times? Let the "ex" be the "ex". So what if they're with a dangerous man? Chisoo never hurt Kangjin.. Kangjin loves Chisoo.. they were finding happiness in their own ways

Imagine if Jun and Kangjin didnt get involved w each other again.. Kangjin prolly wont get stabbed, he's caged at home alone.. Jun wont be abducted and beaten almost to death.. Roah prolly wont be overdosed with drugs.. like guys (/TДT)/ i know life wasnt the best for everyone.. but it would not have been worst had everybody just stopped at wherever they were.. but yeah.. i know that if they didnt get involved with everybody else, they wouldnt be getting that "real" freedom at the end.. but its still fvcking bad because what about Chisoo? ┗( T﹏T )┛

Everyone was free and moving on in their own ways.. but what about Chisoo? He was already there.. he was trying to be human.. he was asking to be one.. at least before, Kangjin was there for him.. but what about now? Fvck. Chisoo.. i would never care if u kill people for a living.. if u do bad things.. if u keep me locked up at home.. if u leave me for a long while coz of work.. as long as ur kind to me.. and u feel a little bit of love for me.. as long as i make u happy when u come home.. i wont even care if u had to fvck around.. or if u have other women or men.. as long as u need me.. as long as u come home to me.. i will be with u until the day i fvcking die.. if u ask me to be in hell with u after we die..fvck, i'd be there.

If they didnt make Chisoo someone so redeemable.. i wouldnt feel so depressed like this. If u make a villain, make them with no redeemable traits AT.ALL! I finally understand why there was a Harley for Joker (/TДT)/ why villains had some other villains as sidekicks.. there has to be someone for somebody.. otherwise it would just be so sad.. fvck.. take my heart Chisoo ╥﹏╥

"Want me to put it in?"
*shakes head for no.
"Nod your head"

Wtf? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA so there was no choice after all? Why'd you aaaaaaask??????

I do agree that our top talks a lot during sex HAHAHAHHA but him admitting he was a bastard for being horny after seeing bottom cry --- is kinda hot ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

Beakko created a topic of Feel My Benefit

Aiiiiighhhttttttt!

So the comments are all torn between our top and Kang Minwoo.. and lotsa people be hating on our bottom too and its fine HAHAHAHAHAHA

I just wanna say a few things too coz ghad dang it~ this is so spicyyyyyy Hahahaha i even checked the raws coz im so freaking invested!

First off - unfortunately, Kang Minwoo.. i said it in my mind.. the first chapter~ my friend.. you are and u will be remaining a "friend" forevah! I mean i know u guys went through some heavy childhood trauma.. and u became so protective of our bottom, u were protecting him even from yourself, coz u alpha, and he's omega, i know~ ... thus 20 something years now, u still didnt make any moves.. so yea.. of course ur bff/crush felt nothing but friendship for u, and they even felt suffocated from ur overprotectiveness, they went to a drinking party behind ur back! That was the beginning of this all. It was your fault~ i like Kang Minwoo as a lover coz he's full of love.. but beating our top black and blue coz they were making out "consensually" btw, was just wrong.. so yea.. lets sit this out buddy.. u never had a chance. Srry.

Next! Our bottom~ guuuysss cmon. Im not sure if everyone can relate, but lets be honest.. when we were young, we were dumb as fvck.. especially with our young love~ first love~ we had those dumb times, right? And personally, i can relate coz i was brought up close guarded by family. So from baby-hood up to my first 2 yrs of college... i was sheltered and i was closed off--- ya'll listen to me. When i got my parents off my back--- all hell! I say all hell went lose mfs! I was out drinking.. i was free. So this young, naive and recently freed bottom found a handsome, well built young rich dude- same college-- and they had good fuck--- who wouldnt right? Who wouldnt be making dumb decisions? Young love yall~ first love yall~ who can blame him? We cant. We've been there. He has it worst coz that damn top is rich, handsome, great fvck, and awesome bod who follows him everywhere. He has it worst coz who can turn that hot man down? We were loosing our minds over our young love and that first love wasnt all that handsome, rich and great fvck okayy? So lets not blame his choices. We'd prolly do the same shit if we were him.. maybe worse.

He'd prolly get pregnant tho. I'm pretty sure he would. Then the top's "ex" would prolly comeback.. and cause a whole ass drama and misunderstanding.. then our pregnant bottom would go into hiding.. then the everlasting friend, Kang Minwoo would be more than willing to raise a child thats not his.. all in the name of love. Shit. But our top was looking for the pregnant bottom all the while and they eventually got back together and Kang Minwoo would have his side story with another guy (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 yea.. i can already see it.. im a prophet. It'd be hilarious if i was right. But lets see.. maybe there'd be some twist.

Finally! Our top. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA our top is a sadistic mf that likes to fvck around~ one of the main things that stood out here.. is his irresponsible character. Most of the fvckers playing around tend to avoid virgins.. coz they dont wanna take responsibility~ this is a trend on the other stuffs i've read.. and this happens irl too.. im not saying this is general irl.. but the people i know that fvcks around, dont go for virgins coz they're only up for some good fvck, not commitment.. unless the virgin just wants to lose that v card, sure.. sooooo~ this mf is so irresponsible, even came inside ( ̄∇ ̄"), tho he did give a morning pill.. he didnt say what it was tho. Wdym its meds for cold? HAHAHAHA if u straight up said its meds to avoid pregnancy, that bottom would be downing that pill real quick!

I dont realy see our top as extremely bad, coz our bottom seems to be up for it anyway.. he is manipulative tho and is really good in roping in our naive bottom.. so yea. I like him coz im colorblind.. and coz i've seen worse.. but if he's who our bottom really wants.. then its fine.

So thats about it yall~ im just sayinnnnn~
I hope we dont get so much angst in this story.. their decision are theirs to make~ the consequences come for their asses anywayyyy not ours. Im just here to read coz the art is good and they seem interesting. I see people in the comments arguing like their lives depend on it HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA i see ur points! Dont fight. Its not even real HAHAHAHAHA

Beakko created a topic of Avle

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wth? Who's peter and phillip and who died? Its been so long you guys. I remember the first few chaps was really interesting.. esp with the tan dude being hawt as hell.. but checking the last chap, wth has happend all this time? I aint got time to read it all again

Beakko created a topic of Waterside Night

Go girl. Teaju needs a whopping german suplex. Go do it. He needs a little more ass whooping on top of that stab he got on the stomach so he'll get back to his senses. I think he's still suffering from the after effects of the meds.

Im calm. I am. Taeju just needs a little clanging on the brains. U guys will be fine. Its okay. We'll get through this

Beakko created a topic of Flashlight

The smex here is so amazing.. i mean the plot is too. Looks bound to go crazy.. but the smex.. ehehe~ ehehehehe~eheheheheheheehehehe

I was here while it still had 17 chapters.. i'm one of them og readers ---- is what i'll think when this gets blown out there