I've reread this after a few years.. from the top.. and i find it funny.. i know the art changes.. but its funny if i add my own perspective to it.. like.. Victor was looking like a middle aged man.. someone old and stressed on his first appearance.. but he looks like a baby now.. still looking stressed with all those dark circles under his eyes.. but yea.. looking like a cute stressed baby.. seems like he's beeing well taken cared off by a very adorable golden retriever.. i hope this gets updated soon.
Also, fr.. Yohan and Victor is cute.. but Van and Ian deff tops it all. I feel like a lot of people would find their pair satisfying.. coz its like seeing your fantasy in webtoon format. Van is like a celebrity and Ian is a random nobody.. but Van is hopelessly inlove with him.. like, dont we all wish something similar to that? Someone totally out of your league or someone unreachable and of different status thirst for you like Van does to Ian. Its just perfection at its finest (づ￣ ³￣)づ
Btw, Yohan.. haaaaaaaah~ my baby, we all know you'd be leaving Victor soon coz u'd be betraying him.. for your brother.. but u should really calm down on rizzing our Victor. Like, he's totally inlove with u atp, why do u seem to make him fall for u even more, when ur about to break his trust. Its saaaad （/TДT)/ i just hope that things get ruined for the Anthill group before Yohan could ever betray Victor.. and hopefully that leads to medications being available for everybody so Simon could have his surgery and survive.. but ig thats just hopeful thinking.. i can feel the angst creeping in after the haitus.. i feel like it'd be more difficult than knowing what Victor had to go through 7 yrs ago.
I've heard about my gay friends' relationships.. and this hits close to home HAHAHAHAHA before, i thought, that if not all.. most same sex relationships must be smooth coz we can understand them better.. i had a gf before, and we were very comfortable with each other but couldnt last a while due to eventual distance.. but it was smooth, no unecessary drama or fights..
Come gay friends' relationship stories.. not just 1 or 2.. i think all of them if im not mistaken, shared different scenarios and very eventful situations.. i swear. I dont know if its just my friends.. but they were in a toxic.. very toxic relationships.. it just gets longer but it didnt get better. Some of them managed to break up, some didnt.. the break ups werent easy.. i was a witness of a few.. and those that stayed together still shares their grief from time to time.
The reason i'm sharing this, is because.. the top here is a toxic mf. I dont blame the bottom at all if he feels he's being played.. coz i also felt across the screen that he's being strung around.. i mean.. lets say that he's really fallen inlove now and wants to establish a relationship.. dropping a confession after saying those hurtful words and actions.. feels like he's trying to get the easy way around.. cant u show a little bit of remorse first? Like really? Ur just asking him to date u just like that? I hope ur chasing arc is agonizing and long
For the life of me.. please make sure to live this time around.. dont die and restart everything again. Fvcking live. Please. His mind wont make it if he restarts again. I swear.. unless.. fvck. They better not bring in the "i can do this a million times more coz i finally know we both love each other. Our love will keep me sane and survive this shit".
They better not.
Fvcking live this time around.
He's been eating yo ass while none of yall bath.. and yall be kissing without brushing yall teeth since december 25 of who knows what yr. Get it together and fvcking live. Make those germs worth it and beat the fvcking zombie virus..
Mini Mart was doing the drugs.. but i think i got high with him.. reading all this.. and getting interested like the creep they are.. i fvcking like it ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Random thoughts..
Its hopeless.. if a smoldering hot fvcker kill, manipulate, assault, destroy, do drugs, sell drugs, etc. As long as they love me so BAD they'd kill, start wars, burn the world etc.. i'm down for it.
Its over for me.
-but maybe, just dont beat me black and blue too.. i can take pain.. but not much please.. cheating might be fine.. but no beating ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
-i can prolly cheat back.. just to make it even, but i can never beat someone i love.
Fvck.. I think im a read flag too（/TДT)/
Yea.. i think so.. i'm pretty sure if its for someone i really love.. i could pretty much do what red flags do.. i just realized.. it might be possible for me..
Also, dont worry. Im doing therapy~
I might have to mention this on my next session tho. At least i'm aware.. but like.. thinking its possible i could do something inhuman... wow, things just got dark.
I prolly just need sleep. We need to stop reading too much crazy shit here. Its really starting to affect our minds.
So i stopped reading this.. from that part where Jun and Kangjin was supposed to run away.. because i cant anymore （/TДT)/ i was so scared and everytime i read further, it was like going through a thriller ride i was holding my breath and i was barely breathing even.. i was so focused reading like i was there in person witnessing every happening so the feelings i was getting was so raw.. like it was real i was so scared ╥﹏╥ i really really really fvcking love Chisoo. Fvck. I love him im so mad.. but everthing around everybody was so messed up.. the drugs, the people, the sleeping around to replace every body's ex.. it was chaotic.. its crazy
I finally had the courage to read again coz i see that its ended.. and fvcking damn it. I still fvcking love Chisoo so much it fvcking hurts so bad im so mad and im so sad.. fvck. I have anxiety and depression and trust issues.. and this did not help at all. Fvck. The ending was such a pathethic attempt for a happy ending after all the tragedy we went through.. but i get it.. somebody at least had to be paired up.. but what about Chisoo??
Kangjin and Chisoo had a very beautiful thing going on already.. Chisoo is dangerous, yes. Kangjin has every right to be lonely when left alone.. fine. But Jun. Wtf? I mean i get it.. your life was fvcking hell.. i know.. i really really know.. its been hard, so difficult.. i know you wanna be happy.. but why did u have to squeeze between them? Why cant u just find happiness somewhere else? Like, just find happiness with Roah.. he needs it too coz he's living in hell with with you.. why did things had to be so complicated that things had to be so messed up.. that u guys had to court death so many fvcking times? Let the "ex" be the "ex". So what if they're with a dangerous man? Chisoo never hurt Kangjin.. Kangjin loves Chisoo.. they were finding happiness in their own ways
Imagine if Jun and Kangjin didnt get involved w each other again.. Kangjin prolly wont get stabbed, he's caged at home alone.. Jun wont be abducted and beaten almost to death.. Roah prolly wont be overdosed with drugs.. like guys （/TДT)/ i know life wasnt the best for everyone.. but it would not have been worst had everybody just stopped at wherever they were.. but yeah.. i know that if they didnt get involved with everybody else, they wouldnt be getting that "real" freedom at the end.. but its still fvcking bad because what about Chisoo? ┗( T﹏T )┛
Everyone was free and moving on in their own ways.. but what about Chisoo? He was already there.. he was trying to be human.. he was asking to be one.. at least before, Kangjin was there for him.. but what about now? Fvck. Chisoo.. i would never care if u kill people for a living.. if u do bad things.. if u keep me locked up at home.. if u leave me for a long while coz of work.. as long as ur kind to me.. and u feel a little bit of love for me.. as long as i make u happy when u come home.. i wont even care if u had to fvck around.. or if u have other women or men.. as long as u need me.. as long as u come home to me.. i will be with u until the day i fvcking die.. if u ask me to be in hell with u after we die..fvck, i'd be there.
If they didnt make Chisoo someone so redeemable.. i wouldnt feel so depressed like this. If u make a villain, make them with no redeemable traits AT.ALL! I finally understand why there was a Harley for Joker （/TДT)/ why villains had some other villains as sidekicks.. there has to be someone for somebody.. otherwise it would just be so sad.. fvck.. take my heart Chisoo ╥﹏╥
"Want me to put it in?"
*shakes head for no.
"Nod your head"
Wtf? HAHAHAHAHAHAHA so there was no choice after all? Why'd you aaaaaaask??????
I do agree that our top talks a lot during sex HAHAHAHHA but him admitting he was a bastard for being horny after seeing bottom cry --- is kinda hot ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Aiiiiighhhttttttt!
So the comments are all torn between our top and Kang Minwoo.. and lotsa people be hating on our bottom too and its fine HAHAHAHAHAHA
I just wanna say a few things too coz ghad dang it~ this is so spicyyyyyy Hahahaha i even checked the raws coz im so freaking invested!
First off - unfortunately, Kang Minwoo.. i said it in my mind.. the first chapter~ my friend.. you are and u will be remaining a "friend" forevah! I mean i know u guys went through some heavy childhood trauma.. and u became so protective of our bottom, u were protecting him even from yourself, coz u alpha, and he's omega, i know~ ... thus 20 something years now, u still didnt make any moves.. so yea.. of course ur bff/crush felt nothing but friendship for u, and they even felt suffocated from ur overprotectiveness, they went to a drinking party behind ur back! That was the beginning of this all. It was your fault~ i like Kang Minwoo as a lover coz he's full of love.. but beating our top black and blue coz they were making out "consensually" btw, was just wrong.. so yea.. lets sit this out buddy.. u never had a chance. Srry.
Next! Our bottom~ guuuysss cmon. Im not sure if everyone can relate, but lets be honest.. when we were young, we were dumb as fvck.. especially with our young love~ first love~ we had those dumb times, right? And personally, i can relate coz i was brought up close guarded by family. So from baby-hood up to my first 2 yrs of college... i was sheltered and i was closed off--- ya'll listen to me. When i got my parents off my back--- all hell! I say all hell went lose mfs! I was out drinking.. i was free. So this young, naive and recently freed bottom found a handsome, well built young rich dude- same college-- and they had good fuck--- who wouldnt right? Who wouldnt be making dumb decisions? Young love yall~ first love yall~ who can blame him? We cant. We've been there. He has it worst coz that damn top is rich, handsome, great fvck, and awesome bod who follows him everywhere. He has it worst coz who can turn that hot man down? We were loosing our minds over our young love and that first love wasnt all that handsome, rich and great fvck okayy? So lets not blame his choices. We'd prolly do the same shit if we were him.. maybe worse.
He'd prolly get pregnant tho. I'm pretty sure he would. Then the top's "ex" would prolly comeback.. and cause a whole ass drama and misunderstanding.. then our pregnant bottom would go into hiding.. then the everlasting friend, Kang Minwoo would be more than willing to raise a child thats not his.. all in the name of love. Shit. But our top was looking for the pregnant bottom all the while and they eventually got back together and Kang Minwoo would have his side story with another guy (〜￣△￣)〜 yea.. i can already see it.. im a prophet. It'd be hilarious if i was right. But lets see.. maybe there'd be some twist.
Finally! Our top. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA our top is a sadistic mf that likes to fvck around~ one of the main things that stood out here.. is his irresponsible character. Most of the fvckers playing around tend to avoid virgins.. coz they dont wanna take responsibility~ this is a trend on the other stuffs i've read.. and this happens irl too.. im not saying this is general irl.. but the people i know that fvcks around, dont go for virgins coz they're only up for some good fvck, not commitment.. unless the virgin just wants to lose that v card, sure.. sooooo~ this mf is so irresponsible, even came inside (￣∇￣"), tho he did give a morning pill.. he didnt say what it was tho. Wdym its meds for cold? HAHAHAHA if u straight up said its meds to avoid pregnancy, that bottom would be downing that pill real quick!
I dont realy see our top as extremely bad, coz our bottom seems to be up for it anyway.. he is manipulative tho and is really good in roping in our naive bottom.. so yea. I like him coz im colorblind.. and coz i've seen worse.. but if he's who our bottom really wants.. then its fine.
So thats about it yall~ im just sayinnnnn~
I hope we dont get so much angst in this story.. their decision are theirs to make~ the consequences come for their asses anywayyyy not ours. Im just here to read coz the art is good and they seem interesting. I see people in the comments arguing like their lives depend on it HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA i see ur points! Dont fight. Its not even real HAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA wth? Who's peter and phillip and who died? Its been so long you guys. I remember the first few chaps was really interesting.. esp with the tan dude being hawt as hell.. but checking the last chap, wth has happend all this time? I aint got time to read it all again
Go girl. Teaju needs a whopping german suplex. Go do it. He needs a little more ass whooping on top of that stab he got on the stomach so he'll get back to his senses. I think he's still suffering from the after effects of the meds.
Im calm. I am. Taeju just needs a little clanging on the brains. U guys will be fine. Its okay. We'll get through this
The smex here is so amazing.. i mean the plot is too. Looks bound to go crazy.. but the smex.. ehehe~ ehehehehe~eheheheheheheehehehe
I was here while it still had 17 chapters.. i'm one of them og readers ---- is what i'll think when this gets blown out there
It was painful to finish the whole 52 chapters.. but i made it. I dont even know why i did that.. it was whack. LoL i dont even wanna start with the supposedly climax of the story where they battle the boss villain.. it was so ridiculously painful to watch HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA everyone just coughed blood it was so painful i dont know what possessed me to finish this.
I was on chap 51-52 and i cant believe i would still be disappointed even further HAHAHAHAHAHA when they said "what if their roles was reversed" it had me expecting a bottom blond but hey, what do you know.. they "reversed" something alright.. just 3 things, but they did.. the job hierarchy, the hair style and the damn earrings.. like really? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA i wanna say a lot.. but i dont even have the will to do it anymore.
Anyway, goodnight~
Relying on reels to get new stuffs to read is really more on miss than hit. I'm tireeeeeeeed
I feel like its bland.. like something is missing.. maybe i'll get it on s2..
but i just wanna say that i dont like our uke here. Or maybe i just felt betrayed that he slept with the director and went to the exhibit like nothing happened.. knowing that the serial killer goes bonkers about the director..
i know the serial killer is no good, but yknow.. at least care for ur damn life (￣∇￣") everytime that uke and director meet up and flirt around, i feel like its my life thats getting shortened..
i know they dont feel the danger yet coz they dont know the man was killing people.. but insticts yknow.. INSTICTS （/TДT)/ the director saw the kid acting wierd and obssesed and wearing the ring.. but the man was still provoking the criminal.
I was stressed for a while.. it feels bland somehow and i dont feel any kind of attachment to any of the characters.. but i'm curious enough to know how this ends so im gonna keep at it.
Also, i bet this wont end happy yall. Either the killer gets jailed, or died, or locked up in an asylum coz the bottom finds out the truth that he did kill his ex and hates him to eternity, worsening the kid's mental issue. I also think the director might die or almost die on the nxt season and i think the bottom would prolly suffer mentally and maybe off himself in the end..
Thats just me talking ╮(￣▽￣)╭ i dont know how they'd do a happy ending for this..
Ooohhhh spicyyyy~
This is so fvcked up.
So the brother that died, was obsessed with Seo In ig, so when Seo In went abroad for 3 mons, he took that time to bully and beat Yeongwon..
And its shittier because the fvcking mom knew Seo In and Yeongwon were friends but bribed Yeongwon's dad instead to cover up her messed up son's bullying.. i still have no idea how that fvcker died tho. I hope it was a terrible death.
So the parents are shit here (︶︿︶)＝凸 also, good for the mom to be suffering anxiety and panic attacks. I hope she suffer till she dies.. and im pretty sure she's having an affair with her secretary. Spicyyyyyyyy~
I really hope Yeongwon and Seo In talk heart to heart yknow and clear the misunderstandings they have.. coz im hurting everytime they hurt each other too （/TДT)/ they just really need to talk! Like Yeongwoo should say, "i was mad coz u kissed someone else and i thought u be loving them instead of me.. and i was bullied by your ded bro and ur mom helped cover it up! I was beaten by my dad and i was saved by some gangsta shit! It was hard for me all those years, but if u love me, i love you!" And Seo In can just profess that he loved him before and that ded bro was just something forced, and the shitty things he's doing now were just something like withdrawal symptoms for being away from Yeongwon. Just talk please ┗( T﹏T )┛
For those confused whether the ded bro had a twin.. no. Him and the crackhead lookalike are totes diff people. No relation at all. They just have the same hair and the same fvcked up obsessions. I'm really scared of all fvcked up things that might go down coz there's a lot of crazy people around our mc's.. but i hope they get together yknow.. i want Yeongwon to keep his innocence.. i hope they dont break him.. everyone including Seo In are so fvcked up in the head.. but if thats who he chose to love.. then i hope for Yeongwoon to be strong (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I was reading this a yr or 2 ago when it only had a few chapters and i dropped it because someone from the comment section dropped spoilers saying Ash was an asshole that was treating Lyle like some replacement of his ex or somthing like that... and i was disappointed I couldnt continue reading it..
To whoever that mf is.. i'm half glad half mad about that spoiler. This ended great and Ash wasnt as bad as you said.. but i'm glad i could reread this in one go since its completed by the time i got back here. So.. thank you.. but fvck u, i guess (︶︿︶)＝凸
I think this will all end if she has a child and love that child.. i think thats when the whole "love" thing becomes a concrete idea. I think Raymond loved her enough the whole 100 years so just his "love" wouldnt be the answer.
Then the curse will be transferred to her child. I really think the going back time loop is a curse atp.. and i think its heridetary unless their heir is fully capable of loving their partner and building their own family.
I think the author of the novel they're in is sick if that was the case. Imagine forcing the characters to realise his own concept of "love" instead of giving them free will. What if the characters want to be single for life? You'd keep them looping till they force themselves to fall in love? Sick.
Atp Jinwoo will have a whole zoo. The guy has been collecting monsters like they're pokemons. It wont be long until he and his pets can take over the rankers
The thief is gonna get it this time.. with all 3 brothers right there lmao
If my bestfriend who has the worst luck in the world suddenly had a bf.. honestly, i would also be very suspicious about the whole thing. HOWEVER! Once i realize things are going great for them then i'd be happy too.
This guy bestfriend is sus tho. I feel like he has unrequited love here that he's been hiding coz he thought his bestfriend isnt gay.. and i think he'll be a huge pain in the ass by trying to break them up. We're not there yet but i'm already getting tired imagining his useless and pathethic attempts