I just realized.. i mean without the assault and the end of the world tag.. if i had to choose from those 4.. i realized i'd still like me a pretty normal guy.. someone who'd take me out for chicken and beer.. and watch games he'd like..
I always thought i'd like the top ranked guy.. the boss.. the richest guy.. the most dashing guy.. or the neatest and the most rational guy.. or the psycho red flag mf.. instead of the fairly normal guy.. but turns out.. if u had all those types in one story.. i'd still like the simplest out of all of them.
I thought i'd like guys who'd buy me gifts.. or who'd be gentle and caring.. or who'd fvcking abuse me.. guess i'd still like someone who'd be fun to be with
My choices were just limited to a certain type coz they were the male lead.. or coz they were the better guy.. but if all types were in a story.. and they were all trash.. or even if they were all great.. i'd still like the fairly normal guy afterall..
So what i mean is.. i wasnt a broken piece of shit that likes black flag/red flag motherfuckers afterall.. im still.. kinda.. normal?
I still dig the cat guy even if he's the way he is tho. So maybe im just trying to gaslight myself kekekekekekekekkeekkekekeke
Just somethng to ponder on ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭