Aaarrrggghhh i'm so glad they were both alive in the end. I dont know about everyone else but it took me a LOT of courage to come back and read the updates everytime. They both lived a ragged and beaten life and it was so hard and finally when they met each other they had love and happiness and hope.. but everything just crumbles because of the jobs they do and the people they have around them.. i was so afraid one or both of them would die and i am so relieved that they finally reached a point where they can finally be together. I am so sad so so sad for all the backstory these people have.. minhyuk too.. it was hard for everyone.. i hope everyone can heal and live happy lives going forward. This really eases my mind now.. i had a few manga that i stopped reading because of the violence and angst and the tragedy is so much that i felt something would snap inside me had i continued.. i mean.. we have depression and anxiety irl and this conflict drama doesnt help in making it better so im just so glad and proud i finished this (/TДT)/ im so happy for everyone living till the end.