
I think I've completely lost the whole plot on this one. He was an AV actor trying to get his hands on old videos of him to...I guess hide his identity ?? Even though I the videos he was masked and then went back to do AV with the guy who initially was the antagonist. Then somehow his original crush (the brother) became a villain of sorts and the original villain is now the main love interest. And now his old AV partner showed up and there's all this random subterfuge over what really? I mean who cares about his identity and why? Am I missing something?

All aboard the wtf mindfuck, destination: train wreck.
I have no words for this mess of a plot, but ngl zerkin is one of the most insane characters I've read in a while and I'm low-key wanting to know more about him and figure out his psychopathic thinking. I have no clue if he's genuine in anything he says or does, but a spin off or special chapters would benefit this story so much.
The meaningfulness and symbolism of the guardrail is deep. I almost feel like my heart wasn't ready for it