
Nah I'm waiting for when all hell broke loose kakakakak. I want to see just how strong is that big "straight" man's resolve when it got out in the open and he can't hide in closed door (closet). It doesn't have to be full blown coming out, just for the family or close friends. Can he do that? I want proof!
Garam's parents basically knew about his preference right, and they weren't so tight because of it. But the hospital scene tells me it wasn't that bad and I'm hoping to see some grown in that, I want to see the family explicitly accept him.
Meanwhile Jaehyuk's parents considered "conservative", how would that go down? Not all non hetero comes out, it's their choice. But there's a difference in staying in the closet to those in the knowing. I really hope he will make the right judgement and effort for Garam and proves it to him there's nothing for him to be afraid of Jaehyuk's love, unlike his past.

The way I'm rolling in my bed frustrated with reading this story, quite impatient to see Ines finally do her promise of "I'll tell you all about it" to Carcel hnggg. Oh if this suffering a must before the grand beautiful ending, then suffer willingly I must!
And for the crown prince, please kindly drop d34d, you have no business wasting oxygen and everyone's wits

The only good person here is Hyesung fr.
But I feel bad for Hyobum, he is clearly a victim. While he did made bad choices, that doesn't erase the fact that those bad choices won't happen if the people around him not cornering him. Also Yoo-il not 100% blameless, considering the entertainment industry is a dog eat dog world it's make sense why he did what he did.
That's why Hyesung says innocent and not famous, because he didn't play dirty. It's a world which made people callous and numb to morals I guess, it's understandable why these two people love Hyesung, he's so pure. After all isn't that also similar to the reason why that old man preying on Hyobum?
You read this and think, what a sad world. But it gets worse, when you realize this is only a fiction and it's watered down to fit your "kink", when out there in real world this is somebody's reality and it's far worse.

The way my feelings choked me up, knowing what would happen soon made this scene so bittersweet. The novel was good, but I must say even good story when not illustrated well will end up bland, and here is not the case AT ALL. I would go even as far as to say that the illustration -manhwa- enhanced the story tenfold.
I think I really like the consistency of the character's emotional drives and behavioral patterns in this. Survivor guilt is hard, and it's been a constant theme until the end. Also the seme's manipulative & calculating behavior also remained consistent along with their growth. He was just built into the stone cold character that he has due to his harsh environment, but inanely he's capable of genuine feelings when he lets go.
Also, this one started off lukewarm at best, in my opinion that is. But then it builds up, it gets interesting. Although it lacks peripheral views to others outside the important characters (I'm guessing due to the limited chapters), it was still good enough. I quite enjoyed it, but it was the ending which changed my opinion and decided to keep this one in my list. O poor my pillow to be drenched by the precipitation of my eyes.
Overall, I skipped sleeping to read this hehe