sooooo, hewwo there. it's been a while. well, i got a lil busy talking with a lotta ppl using an app, and bc of that, i haven't been reading here lately. anyway, i have this nagging question that i've forgotten now that i am typing it. gaaah.
anyway, i've gotten to the point of emotional plateau wherein i can get a little horny reading the sex scenes but not that horny. get what i mean? i'm not feeling awkward anymore as i scroll past 'em. kinda scared of my indifference.
ey hear me out imaginary half of this conversation~ i realized smth. it's rlly, i dunno, adorable for me when the yaoi that i'm reading has a slow-paced romance. oh, not only yaoi, in every romance webtoon/manga that i'm reading, i rlly like the slow-paced progress of their attraction. i notice every detail when reading, especially their emotional reaction towards things. i'd feel what they're feeling, i mean the characters. that's why, when i read a certain story, and i wasn't able to understand them, it's like a no for me. hehe. anyway, yeah. that's it.
LET ME RANT!!
SOOOOO I WAS READING THE WITCH OF MINE AND IT WAS A STORY ABOUT WITCHES AND THEIR WAY OF LOVE AND AND THERE'S THIS ONE WITCH THAT WASN'T LIKE THE OTHER WITCHES. SHE IS KIND AND DOESN'T KILL HUMANS. SHE'S VERY FREE-SPIRITED AND LOVE HUMANS NO MATTER WHAT. AND WHEN SHE FELL IN LOVE WITH HIS MAN, THIS MAN ALWAYS MEET UNFORTUNATE AND TRAGIC DEATH. AND HE WOULD ALWAYS REINCARNATE AND HE WOULD REMEMBER HIS PAST. AND THE WITCH ALWAYS WAITED FOR HIM. AND THEN, THERE'S THIS DEATH THE WITCH COULDN'T STAND. AND KILLED HUMANS FOR THE FIRST TIME. AND THEN AND THEN THE MAN BECAME THE HERO AND SHE BECAME THE ENEMY OF NATION. HE HAD TO KILL HER. AND HE FUCKING DID. HE FUCKING DID. WAAAAH AND IT'S SUCH A TRAGIC ENDING I JUST CAN'T STAND IT
TO THE AUTHOR, WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT? THEY DON'T DESERVE THAT KIND OF ENDING! BOTH OF 'EM LIVED THEIR LIVES TRYING TO BE KIND AND CONTENT AND HELPING PEOPLE AND WHEN THEY DIED, THEY WERE HUMILIATED. IT JUST DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE. AND THE OTHER WITCH THAT RELENTLESSLY KILL HUMANS HAD A HAPPY ENDING WITH HER LOVED ONE. SO WHY. WHY???? I JUST CAN'T UNDERSTAND WAAAAH
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so *sniff* let me just face the corner of the wall and cry
From a very wholesome to a very heavy one. Please do not break my heart like that