i know nothing about real life gay sex but i think this maybe the closest one to the real thing i've seen so far. In most of the yaoi i've read the sex went all smoth with so many "feel good" comment,, while this one shows it actually made the uke feel weird,, just like how terashima feels,,, hahaa,,,
yes! refreshing,,, that's the right word for this! the whole scene was so awkward (especially for terashima) but it didn't seem like he actually got hurt or physically suffered in a serious way while doing it (unlike those yaoi rape scenes). It's just,, awkward. Like he couldn't decide it himself if he was feeling good or not, this experience was just too new for him,,
i love how the mangaka draw every inch of movement during smex/making out scenes. It makes those steamy scenes longer and more detailed and feels like the they're doing it reeeeeally slow. And make it seems like the smex feels agonizingly good and they really enjoy every second of their steamy time together,,, hahaha...
that was really delicious,,,
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