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My heart so painful to read this but i can't stop. Anyone has the raw? Or any novel? At some point i really hope they go separate ways. Karel was blind by love and it cost him great death and trauma. Sasya was unable to love. They dance in the wrong sync. Syasya still unstable. When he met Karel again, I don't think he loved him, he was like "i want someone to love me again" (since only karel loved him).
For karel, his hateful towards syasya is understandable. Imagine he offer his life at a cost just to protect him. He loved him deeply, sacrifice everything just to see his lover abandoned him and even prostituting just to get the role of dance principal. After all he did for him (ik syasya didn't ask for it).. but if karel didn't want syasya again, let it be. Let him taste what it feels like to be abandoned by the man you love.