tears. tears streaming down my face. i love them all so much. i always love whenever adults give advice to kids they never got. mr. kwon is such a caring man, im so glad he has someone to rely on :'))
im so glad seo finally gets to talk about the great dungeon and that jihan is showing so much anger and regret for him !! hes been alone in this for so long that having someone else feel outraged on his behalf means a lot. i just love seo having hope and actually wanting to live >>>>
love jaehyuk trying to act mature but absolutely failing i cant even blame him tho cuz who tf says "i missed you" in front of someones boyfriend ?? the curiosity would be killing me
not trying to excuse dohu's actions or minimize juheon's pain but i feel like its unfair that he wont give him the chance to explain. he clearly loves you !! a lot !! he told you that himself !! and you know how bad he is at expressing himself and understanding other people. that doesnt excuse dohu's actions obviously, but with how much juheon loved him, it just doesnt feel right that hes lashing out at him. i honestly wasnt super worried about juheon finding out (tho tbf, he found out in possibly the worst way) bc i thought they were so locked in that theyd work it out. it just feels kind of ooc that hes willing to break up so easily ://
+ it makes me wonder if something else happened with his "family" thats making him more easily irritable. i keep forgetting that part of juheon's character is that hes easily angered and quick to resort to violence since we've seen him being lovey-dovey with dohu lol sighs i just want them to have a proper conversation where they actually listen to each other
I don't really think it's ooc for Juheon for wanting to break up over this. He has this kind of protective bubble he build for himself because nearly everyone in his life even in childhood had ulterior motives talking with him also he often put on a mask and acted in a way that isn't real him just to make people around him happy while he suffered. Once he met Dohu and got to know him he felt relief doesnt have to put the tiring on act anymore and he let him inside his protective bubble thinking that he was the first person to approach him with no ulterior motive, the straight forward nature of Dohu maybe given Juheon confidence that he would tell him anything about how he felt and also given him strength to put off the act not only around him but also others. Now suddenly he founds this file about him and his image of Dohu starts to crumble in his world dohu is straightforward and tells truth but turns out he wasn't the person he thought him it to be, turned out he also had a part of him hidden from Juheon like everyone eles, and that must have felt like fatal blow. They're conversation afterwards does not really help Juheon's emotions are all over the place after finding out about the folder and the typical Dohu's style of talking and his straightforwardness doesn't really help with gathering those emotions. It must have been even worser for Juheon, and I think the worst part was that Dohu did listen to Juheon to leave him alone maybe if he didn't let him be alone for two weeks he came to him and tried to talk about it he might have listen but Juheon after this much time he already had settle into his decision not letting anything get to him again making his protective bubble a bit thicker trying to forget and move on even if it's painful because Dohu turned out to be like everyone so that means nobody will have pure and intentions approaching him.
That's just what I think and it may not be true lolol we'll see how the story progress. Also sorry for bad grammar or smh English isn't my first language so yk
Ah I forgot to add Dohu may be or not be on a spectrum either way he has problems with picking up on social cues and understanding the atmosphere etc. and although Juheon knows about it he's just way to torn by his own emotions (especially when they're were fighting) to understand Dohu's reaction or to signal some things more clearly to him. So Dohu doesn't really understands that they broke up so he asks that directly which just ends up making Juheon more mad bc all he wants to hear is simple apology he.
Dohu all this time felt that their relationship will come to an end eventually bc of what his ex said at the end of their relationship. So he doesnt really sees sense in saying I am sorry bc it wouldn't fix anything even if it did fix something if they started dating again he would still be thinking about this fight and that they will again break up soon.
Hope it makes sense :**
that makes a lot of sense ! i think youre right, juheon's feeling extremely betrayed by the one person he put his trust in. i think the problem really boils down to them having different approaches (juheon's very passionate vs dohu's very straightforward) that dont mix well. if juheon was a little more trusting or dohu was a little more empathetic, they probably would have worked this out
brother, you never properly told him how you felt and you guys havent spoken in MONTHS, why are you trying to get involved now? you had so much time before jaehyun reappeared to fix your relationship but did nothing, please move on for everyone's sake
Yeh i get and i get him it's just toouxh emtions that never were let out or talked about so all of it turned into resentment and hatred.
but...we just came back from an extended hiautus...hope the authors doing okay
Technically, the last chapter came out last September. The hiatus has been since then.
so this hasnt been updated in four months? damn, now im even more worried about the author. hope this comes back soon
NOT WITH THE MEAT ON THE GRILL !!