Hi everyone, it's moonchild / 134340, I have just submitted chapter 57 so it should be up soon! I just wanted to say thanks to @Kurosan(d) for the link to the raws and @VIXX for telling me how to upload. If everything goes to plan I can get the rest of the chapters out before school starts on the 30th :) have fun reading and crying guys
Does anyone know where I can find the Chinese raws? The eng translation is so bad that it's making my head hurt... Also whoever is translating needs to stop acting so damn entitled, it's not even their original piece to begin with and the nerve to write all these trans notes abt their effort when most of their translations doesn’t even make sense or are just wrong
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It was an interesting and refreshing piece! To those that have read Killing Stalking (I’m only bringing it up since there were quite a few comments abt it) I found it really interesting that both mcs, Alex and Sangwoo had such insignificant deaths. Whilst I had already mentally prepared myself for their deaths, it was indeed unexpected that Clark would remain so ruthless until the very end. Although I'm intrigued by the somewhat ambiguous ending and whether Clark did kill himself after losing everyone that knew his true personality. Also would have loved to know what Alex thought after being told that he was hated all along and his delusions were shattered
I remember starting this when I was thirteen and it was on chapter one, KS is my very first yaoi and I just stopped bc the updates were too suspenseful. Three years later and I finished this in one go and it feels like I have been punched in the stomach... Koogi does not want to give me a catharsis :(
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The death of Sangwoo was justified but the way in which he had died was just so pathetic and insignificant, I would have much preferred he had died in the fire and not by the hands of some grandma who couldn’t even remember properly. Ofc I commend Koogi on the amazing parallel with the beginning and the end as well as fulfilling the painful death of dying alone, covered in burns and believing that Yoonbum deserted him. But I would give anything to have him die a different way... Also the sequence of Sangwoo letting go of the photo was just so sad even though it saved Bum from police suspicions.
I always knew that Bum would not have a happy life and expected him to die as well but seeing him chasing after Sangwoo so fruitlessly breaks my heart
Last thing - Koogi said that readers would know if Sangwoo loved Bum but I’m still unsure, calling out for Bum could both be affection and longing or cursing Bum for not saving him... any clues?
I thought the same on when she talked about Sangwoo truly loving bum or not. This could be complete bullshit but I think it lies in the last couple panels in the last episode when Bum sees Sangwoo walking away with another woman... As you can see, Bum is calling out to Sangwoo but Sangwoo ignores it. I think that's when Bum realizes that he was never loved by Sangwoo even though that's all he ever wanted. Idk though, that's just me. It's obvious that Bum is hallucinating but during that hallucination I think that's when he realizes he was never loved. I hope this helped :)
Yeah for sure, not going to lie as a reader I really wanted them to be happy, more Bum than Sangwoo but regardless...after all he had gone through and endured Bum still doesn’t have a place in anyone's heart. And obviously I want to dismiss the Sangwoo and girl thing as insecurity and hallucination but you’re probably right that Sangwoo never truly loved Bum. What did you think about Sangwoo calling out for Bum in the hospital?
Did they all collectively forget that the dead kid beat the shit out of the sister and tried to rape her? What? Why are they reconciling
That’s the only thing that pissed me off. How dare they sit there and blame him, when their son tried to rape his sister and then beat her up. Him falling off the building was an accident!!
The mother took the rightful blame at the memorial admitting she raised a shitty son and no one forgot. Both parents talked it out for quite a while. They wouldn't have been invited to the memorial service otherwise.
Who tf cares if the parents talked and the mum took the blame, it’s not as if they’re the ones who were raped and the daughter was never shown to be compensated? Why would you even want to attend the service of a guy who raped your own daughter
Hahaha ok
Exactly. Preach.
The guy didnt rape her..he only beat her
He attempted to rape her and when that failed he beat her
Yup thats what happened, not that the deed was actually done like how they mentioned above
Even if he didn’t do it in the end, he still tried to. And it doesn’t change the fact that the Mc was treated that way. Not once did they ever apologize for what their son did to his sister.
Yeah that's what I said, attempted rape is still inexcusable???
Its inexcusable yes. I was just mentioning the fact that you got the 'rape' part wrong. That's all.
Yeah couldn’t be bothered writing attempted rape in the reply since it was already mentioned in my initial comment
I thought i was the only one... completely, totally agree. like what the hell? everyone shifting the blame onto a guy who was involved in an accident and away from the scum who PREMEDITATED RAPE and when that failed beat the girl up??? like lady, you think you have anywhere to stand at all, blaming the brother of that girl???
like yeah maybe she accepted her spawn’s fault at the end idk but ‘it must have been hard for you too’—i mean cmon. just apologize (on screen), say ‘i’m sorry that my son attempted to rape your daughter.’
sorry i’m so angry every time i reread this omg
FOR REAL OH GOSH
Sometimes I just wanna bang my head on the wall out of frustration lmao
Precisely! I don't understand how the rapist's mum had the gall to blame the mc when her son attempted to rape someone, she had no right to blame the other family