hey i’m sleep deprived and very dumb and i don’t really get people but i’m just really interested abt what other people think n worry abt because a lot of the time i feel like big worries for one person can seem very small to another and such. i like getting different perspectives, it feels like i don’t have to live in my head as much shsj. doesn’t matter if they’re temporary or big or small just spill. i’ll start: the thought of having to be myself in my body forever while i can’t even properly realize if i am real and existent or not just.. messes w me especially when i think about being abandoned or alone dhdje that’s pretty vague but i’m also very scared of the consequences of my illnesses since theyll most likely cost me a leg or both when i’m older. feels like i’m just waiting to get them chopped dhsjwiwj anyway yea
did losing your best friend sucks
