this was a doozy. gang rape is nottttt my kink and this was particularly vicious. author-nim seems to hate tf out of their characters cuz whyyyyy did they have to suffer so much? this whole entire society is horrendous. yes they SHOULD change doctors. id be damned if mmi bring my baby to be treated by the man who collhded with my abuser and tested meds on me without my consent. at first i didnt like yoojoon but now i pity him immensely. by the end I just wanted them to find oeacte and happiness together (and for the grandfather's extensive suffering). i do appreciate the resolutions (unrealistic recovery process from severe trauma aside), and i really love the second couple.
my biggest squick of this whole thing was having the second couples most precious storyline climax underscored by the aggressive SA. like, how tf am i supposed ti enjoy and appreciate all these feel good feelings over here while shordy is literally in the process of getting drugged, assaulted, and degraded in graphic detail in between?? i was skipping the SA and having a hard time cuz i had to scroll through anyways not to miss large chunks of story progression. that whole thing sucked. i do think i like the story in total and i love a happy ending, but this was brutalllll
hmmm... these two don't make any sense to me. i have absolutely zero comprehension of their reasoning these past three chapters glad they're making up now tho. a "trust building" arc is always a good move