
i feel like if i ever get into a serious relationship, i'm gonna be like maeda so, i'm just not gonna be in a relationship lol

Thats what I was thinking, I got confess to a childhood friend of mine who lives so far from me. He said he loves me but we rarely texts or talks, how the heck am I suppose to trust that he loves me also distance relationship as my first love will hurts like fuck, i know i will always be insecure and fearful like Maeda did, so I reject him and get tf out of there( ̄∇ ̄")
and i dont see any apology from the girl. it was her fault to begin with. ಠ_ಠ