I mean, I really liked the beginning (hate the rape and imprisonment) but I liked the idea of the omega running away from his abuser and not being pregnant. Just to be found in the most obvious place of all places. much for his awesome scape, uh. But then THAT ENDING. I couldn't read anymore. Just... and how easily was that bastard forgiven and all his deeds forgotten, so there's that. Totally a boomer.
This was so poetic. So nice and heartclenching to read. BUT imagine if you lose your memory every 7 days. Every time someone rapes you over and over again and you WILL forget it over and over again. That person holds your life in their hands and you trust them sooooo much. Even if the ML does care for MC and even if the love he feels is so profound. Even if he took care and protected over and over again through the years. Still, it's rape, it's worse cuz he does it knowing MC won't remember once the 7 days pass. It's so hard to coop with that. I just cant with the psychological damage that finding that out, could cause to MC week after week. And it could be part of why MC can't get better (besides the obvious condition that he already has, this really could be part of the problem). It was a short read, but enough for me to be able to finish it. Any more of this could be hard on my heart.
First chapter was sooo triggering for me. It made me feel so sick and angry and in despair, like it was happening to me all over again. But then, when that feeling passed I thought "well, I hope this revenge makes it work" even tho it wasn't a revenge on the same guy who cheated on him, it was a version of him that was innocent at that stage, vuz he didn't do anything yet, so I thought it was pointless.
THEN the MC just went and fuck him like nothing ever happened, and where is the revenge????? The revenge is supposed to make the other pay for the thing that they have done, but 5 years ago the ML didn't do shit Yet. So frustrating cuz MC is stupid as fuck I can't belive higher beings give this kind of dumb person the possibility to go back in time and change things to end up THE SAME WAY!
FUCK, I can't belive this triggered me so much. Shit
I'm glad they canceled this shit