Seme got off too easily! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
No he developed ED 'cause his heart was no longer in his job. He couldn't get it up for customers 'cause he had fallen in love with Kanzaki and could no longer simply objectify himself to have sex with his customers lol
He was talking about facing Kanzaki 'cause he realized that he was being a coward by using the same excuse to avoid talking things out. That and it was also stressing him out that his sexual urges were returning. He was scared that if they did he would wind up hurt again.
Did we even read the same story? lol
Kanzaki (seme) left 'cause he had a sudden job transfer to Malaysia and instead of letting Futagami (uke) know about it he just packed his things and left. Kanzaki did this tho 'cause he wasn't sure of their relationship thanks to Futagami being a male sex worker at the time.
Futagami had to quit being a sex worker 'cause he could no longer see himself as just a convenient sex tool for his customers 'cause he had fallen in love with Kanzaki then had his heart broken when he could no longer get in touch with him for 5 years. Futagami was living with his younger brother, Aoi, and started working a corporate job but didn't realize it was the same place Kanzaki worked at.
The reason why they went in circles till they could talk things out was due to Futagami's trust issues after Kanzaki ghosted him for 5 years and pretty much broke his heart.
Omg the placing of those two panels on page 27 is tragic. Or hilarious. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭