what's wrong with everyone?????? all of them bitching about yOu'Re NoT aLLoWeD to LoVe or some shit like????? what's your problem? hwanyoung is keeping his business to himself, falling in love, having his own sub, everyone literally everyone, acquaintances, friends, family, everyone seem to want to break them up so bad it's insane and blondie should just get his own life ffs
at first i thought the order of receiving info was a little off, but later now, after reading through it all, i think it was intentional. it gave a sense of vagueness, instability (like their relationship) and you always seem to be on the edge, as if something's going to happen rn and you'd have no idea what it is. i think that's what that point is, how several points were being repeated over and over again, and it was only late in the story that we realised why everything turned out the way it did. by this time we've already familiarised ourselves with the characters, and at this moment, receiving such a tragic background would only make the emotions more intense aaaaaaa i loved how it went :") i just wished that the author would've worked more on the latter part of the story as intricately as they laid out the plot. while the backstory seems tedious, their warming relationship, seemed a little less weighty in front of that. ALSO HOW I WISH WE COULD SEE HOW THE MARKS TURNED OUT TO BE AAAAAAAAAA
STAR HELP IM CRYING THIS IS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL
so uh jitae's mom was killed by suryeon the absolutely disgusting woman who's tailing jian (?) she's in some way related to go hajoon this bitch the yellow haired shit face anyway but apparently jitae was kidnapped by mi-eum's dad who was going to murder jitae but mi-eum took the hit, then there was an accident (idk if it's the same one) but mi-eum lost his nemories with jitae and then later jitae took him in because apparently mi-eum's dad (another bitch) borrowed money which mi-eum was to repay back, so ofc the same trope is, jian sent mi eum to jitae to pay off his debt, the sexual relation begins and then no one would communicate with each other and just hurt alone RAAAHHHH IM SO ANNOYED
i understand minjun's actions 10 years ago, when he ran away, i understand his anxiousness, his insecurities. but what i don't understand is how he acts 10 years later, AFTER knowing the truth. it's like he's blaming it all on jinhwan idk but after he came to know that he had been overthinking and misunderstood the situation, he never apologised for running away. just as jinhwan kept quiet about his feelings, minjun did too. just as he felt betrayed, didn't jinhwan feel betrayed too? to have someone who seemed to like you so much, and the next day they just disappear. it's a feeling that they both shared. it's strange how it is only jinhwan who has to make up to him or smth. honestly it was really realistic in the beginning but i just couldn't seem to connect minjun of present time with the minjun of 10 years ago. well, maybe it's just me. the art is good though, and i hope they communicate and try to understand each other more in the future~
i will take a break from this and come back after a good 10+ chapters i can't take this pain omg
raiden taking out a tennis bat from her chest is so peak im wheezing
literally came here after dropping another rape plot shitty story and here we are again like if u can't come up with anything other than rape, abuse and violence just stop writing ffs
i won't say i don't like the story, but like,,,,i can't seem to forget how hangyeol treated redhead doyoon before he realised that he's our mc ,,,,,i don't know why but those assumptions are really,,,,,weird, like just because he heard a rumor he was like if i go to his house he'll try smth with me, accusing him of being a stalker, and i know these instances are made fun of later, but like i just can't forget those,,,,readhead doyoon really does not deserve any of this (even though it's not him in his body, but im just saying) hhhhh anyway that maybe just me
it's so funny how everyone keeps saying that aiden is a huuuge red flag but no one actually saying what he did, and giving some links like???? what did he do plus the reviews of the link are all positive ones so like???? am i missing smth here?????
i can't believe this is the same author who wrote an easy target, love shuttle because damn im so disappointed rn dropping this the blood literally shook me
the story is so good like perhaps one of the best kagehina ive read so far but damn, that scene was unnecessary (ik people will say that it was necessary for the plot) but uh that scene could've went like kageyama not going all the way because that wouldn't have affected the plot at all. the author clearly portrayed how traumatised hinata was after that, but suddenly when he was going to get raped by those other players, kageyama saved him and um the sex there was sort of ooc (but that maybe just me). because the love they shared in this manga was shown so beautifully i hoped that their first time would not be catalysed by rape both the times hhhhh anyway, this was a good story :")
i....i just....good lord the assault in the beginning was so uuuuuuhhh it put me off ugh i can't proceed when it starts in such a way,,,,, but like can anyone give me a blurb if it's worth reading?
THIS IS WHAT I CAME HERE FOR UGH IM SOBBING RAAAHHHHH（/TДT)/
the fact that naui doesn't get enough sleep, gets overworked, and now gets raped every day, every minute of the day it's making me feel sick this was such an uncomfortable and traumatizing read under the gard of bland comic dynamics
they are insanely in love but they love so differently, it's like the love they hold towards each other never found a crossing point till now and IT'S SO PAINFUL TO READ
im so disgusted but this. i knew this story was not a light read and it's very heavy, but when the artist clearly focuses on the rape over and over and OVER AGAIN it's just so disgusting and i just skip everything, i just go to the end to keep up with the plot (which is non existent at this point, like we get snippets of it here and there). im pained seeing the mc screaming that was so painful. i hate it so much ugh i'd perhaps drop this and just come once in a while to see the plot ╥﹏╥