i sort of understand the change in art because like suddenly imagine you're given a work that is already more than halfway to the end, and the new artist haven't even connected to the characters. they haven't drawn benjamin, isaac and felix from their beginning, and thus, it's natural to not feel anything for them. if i were to given a work which is almost completed, to draw just the ending, ofc i would feel dissociated from it no matter how much i read the work. it's such a shame that this wonderful story had to see an end like this. but at the same time im so glad the old artist has been removed and punished. well, id be speedreading the ending since, truly, the art doesn't sit right with me, but I'll pick up the novel! <3
idc if the second ml turn out to be bad or whatever, but this dark king bastard should never be together with mc, like even if he turns out to be good or some billshit he still did all these things, abused him, raped him literally traumatized him even if he turns out to be good i can never forgive him
what's wrong with everyone?????? all of them bitching about yOu'Re NoT aLLoWeD to LoVe or some shit like????? what's your problem? hwanyoung is keeping his business to himself, falling in love, having his own sub, everyone literally everyone, acquaintances, friends, family, everyone seem to want to break them up so bad it's insane and blondie should just get his own life ffs
at first i thought the order of receiving info was a little off, but later now, after reading through it all, i think it was intentional. it gave a sense of vagueness, instability (like their relationship) and you always seem to be on the edge, as if something's going to happen rn and you'd have no idea what it is. i think that's what that point is, how several points were being repeated over and over again, and it was only late in the story that we realised why everything turned out the way it did. by this time we've already familiarised ourselves with the characters, and at this moment, receiving such a tragic background would only make the emotions more intense aaaaaaa i loved how it went :") i just wished that the author would've worked more on the latter part of the story as intricately as they laid out the plot. while the backstory seems tedious, their warming relationship, seemed a little less weighty in front of that. ALSO HOW I WISH WE COULD SEE HOW THE MARKS TURNED OUT TO BE AAAAAAAAAA
STAR HELP IM CRYING THIS IS ABSOLUTELY WONDERFUL
mhmn, i think so, and honestly i understand him :") everything that's going on with seungho, losing his wife, moving away, first time liking a guy, and in a place like korea (where it's still difficult for the queer community) AND it's the countryside (with mostly aged people who are likely to be more conservative but that's just an assumption). i think it's quite natural for him to be anxious, and uncertain but i believe we'll see them go through it together and be the best fathers ever ehehehe ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~
so uh jitae's mom was killed by suryeon the absolutely disgusting woman who's tailing jian (?) she's in some way related to go hajoon this bitch the yellow haired shit face anyway but apparently jitae was kidnapped by mi-eum's dad who was going to murder jitae but mi-eum took the hit, then there was an accident (idk if it's the same one) but mi-eum lost his nemories with jitae and then later jitae took him in because apparently mi-eum's dad (another bitch) borrowed money which mi-eum was to repay back, so ofc the same trope is, jian sent mi eum to jitae to pay off his debt, the sexual relation begins and then no one would communicate with each other and just hurt alone RAAAHHHH IM SO ANNOYED
So I just finished reading the whole thing
Jian= ml's older half brother, mother suryeon
Ml= the younger half brother, who mother was killed by Jian's mom
Hajoon= wants to see ml miserable just because he saw how miserable ml was when mc had the accident, wanna pounce on him, basically a psychopathic sadist. Also, he was I think drugging ml's mom on Suryeong's order. Ml gave mc his name and was changing his uniform with him when they were younger
Its not implied till now that Hajoon is Suryeon's son. I think she gave him that whorehouse for drugging ml's mom










this shows how a good storyline doesn't need problematic elements to be good and loved by everyone huhuhu there isn't anything hugely dramatic going on in the plot but it's wonderful in its own way, it brings me so much peace uwu it's so ordinarily beautiful ughhh :"<