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the story is so good like perhaps one of the best kagehina ive read so far but damn, that scene was unnecessary (ik people will say that it was necessary for the plot) but uh that scene could've went like kageyama not going all the way because that wouldn't have affected the plot at all. the author clearly portrayed how traumatised hinata was after that, but suddenly when he was going to get raped by those other players, kageyama saved him and um the sex there was sort of ooc (but that maybe just me). because the love they shared in this manga was shown so beautifully i hoped that their first time would not be catalysed by rape both the times hhhhh anyway, this was a good story :")
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i....i just....good lord the assault in the beginning was so uuuuuuhhh it put me off ugh i can't proceed when it starts in such a way,,,,, but like can anyone give me a blurb if it's worth reading?
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As someone who started reading this when it first came out, I can say with confidence that it is worth it. Even though it's super long and they really stretched it out, the author did such a good job with everything imo. The whole thing did a 180°, deadass. I kid you not. The assault at the beginning doesn't last the entire manga, I promise.
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im at ch40 (?) and im still struggling like everything's affecting me the wrong way,,,a whole lot of the starting chapters are assaults, abuses, dubcon bdsm, non-consensual things and i hate it hhhh i was so uncomfortable so skipped most of it but i think taka (?) has some trauma (?) i haven't read far but he was jittery talking with his mom on phone so,,, but still trauma dumping on yuu, and yuu being forced to accept his abuse, then acting like nothing big happened idk like i can't really understand how yuu is not mortified, and there's some degree of stockholm syndrome, and rn taka is feeling quite guilty,,,, and they're trying to understand each other so,,,,,I'll see what happens, but i just can't forget the abuse and trauma that yuu was subjected to :(
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im so disgusted but this. i knew this story was not a light read and it's very heavy, but when the artist clearly focuses on the rape over and over and OVER AGAIN it's just so disgusting and i just skip everything, i just go to the end to keep up with the plot (which is non existent at this point, like we get snippets of it here and there). im pained seeing the mc screaming that was so painful. i hate it so much ugh i'd perhaps drop this and just come once in a while to see the plot ╥﹏╥
i won't say i don't like the story, but like,,,,i can't seem to forget how hangyeol treated redhead doyoon before he realised that he's our mc ,,,,,i don't know why but those assumptions are really,,,,,weird, like just because he heard a rumor he was like if i go to his house he'll try smth with me, accusing him of being a stalker, and i know these instances are made fun of later, but like i just can't forget those,,,,readhead doyoon really does not deserve any of this (even though it's not him in his body, but im just saying) hhhhh anyway that maybe just me