Don't try to make yourself remember, darling Don't look for me, I'm just a story you've been told So let's pretend a little longer 'Cause when we're gone Everything goes on Well, you were staring at the window And I said, "I wanna take you to the sea" And when I'm better, we'll do everything I gotta stop making promises I can't keep But if I was go......
I would like to be friends, IRL it's hard to make friends, not like it's any easy making online. Im the person who thinks the other person should take the first step but it doesn't happen and I'm left with regrets.
I wasn’t worried at first But then I caught myself checking it every hour the first day it appeared (￣∇￣") I tried to get my mind off of it by going on “Webcomic”..... after two days I started wondering what was my purpose in life, and regretting the amount of manga in my “to watch later”
I started going down rabbit holes to get onto a regular dark web search engine. I somehow managed to click my way through links into a child porno site, I noped out real fast. Unfortunately I didnt use a VPN or anything and got popped up with face times,gore, and other links. I just existed and wiped everything on my computer to be safe.
I must try another manga or finish the manga I'm reading now .. buuut my fucking mind tells me HELL NO BITCH YOU ARE GONNA REREAD THIS SHIT AGAIN LMAO but I like this shity mind of mine I think it's always pushed that you have to date when you're young, that's the norm. I've only ever been on one date, it was my freshman year of university, and since then I've not had any others. Sometimes I get really scared. I wonder if 21 years is too long to be single, if it means that something is strange about me, if it means I'm undesirable......
Say something just anything