Snowmtl is closed????? :(
Do y'all know where to find the chapters of every manhwa that was on snowmtl because I can't find the chapters in mangago. https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/he_hasn_t_faded_mgs/ This manhua only has 30 chapters here while it had 137 chapters in snowmtl. I remember that I read till chapter 95 and thought I will read the other chapters later. Now I see that this website is closed and I don't know where to read it
I'm sad...when I started this manhwa I hated the mc and now I feel extremely heartbroken for him. I feel soo bad for him. I also didn't like the ml for being so rough with the mc but now I can understand his perspective better so I also feel kinda bad for him but I still can't forgive him for how he treated the mc at the beginning.
The only people I didn't like in this manhwa is mc's ex sex friend and the ml's brother (and the father and that woman maybe but they're irrelevant characters). The lesbian couple are nice, kind and lovely. I love them but I feel so bad.
The ending was sad, it would've nice to see a time skip where they're happy and the mc has recovered...I still feel so complicated I don't know why...maybe that's why I can't give it a 5 stars. I can't feel relieved with the ending...the whole 58 chapters were sad, depressing and rough. Even in the last chapters, it felt like the mc was not truly happy or healed.
He's been abused so much that he thinks that the ml will abandon him if he doesn't want to have sex with him. The mc thinks his only worth or use is his body. He's addicted to sex and not because he wants to be...but because he got abused, was made to take drugs non-consensually and treated as a hindrance by most peaple in his life and I feel so bad for him...Whenever he's feeling vulnerable he plays it off as a joke and can't be honest with his feelings. He's so alone...
I need recommendations for bl manga/manhwas/novels where the mc is getting bullied (not by the ml) or does not have good relationship with his family (either of the two could work) but everything becomes better after falling in love with the ml because the ml actively tries to help/save the mc (gains confidence in himself, can confront those who treated him badly etc). I don't like ceo mls, except for that everything is okay.
Something like this - https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/konbini_kun/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/fukutsu_no_zono/
I’ve read these Yaoi before
Raws (A person posted it below. I'm posting again in case I can't find that comment or this link anymore)
https://jmanga.se/read/%E7%8E%89%E3%81%AE%E8%BC%BF%E3%81%94%E7%94%A8%E6%84%8F%E3%81%97%E3%81%BE%E3%81%97%E3%81%9F/ja/chapter-10-raw/
This story is called "Dysfunctional family therapy" for a reason, and so I guess it's living up to it's name.
Sentarou's life was sad because he lived as someone's shadows by becoming their ghostwriter, never gaining recognition for his own work and later ended up becoming unemployed and doing a job that he doesn't like.
Since his childhood, Touma never had anything he could call a happy family. His youth was wasted on his family's dirty dealings and later on, jail.
Also Meguru literally gets isolated by her pre-school friends. Isolation is a form of bullying. She also gets teased a lot for having no mother and father. Getting misunderstood by same age kids must be traumatic for her at such a young age, even though she hides it well in her expression.
Her mother was probably the most happy person in the whole world. Giving birth to a kid and never taking responsibility of her. Travelling the world before she dies while she left her child to the child's grandmother.
Meguru grew up not knowing what a mother's warmth and love feels like because her mother was so focused on herself. At her mother's own funeral, she had no expression, instead she was scared of being alone when she grabbed her grandma's hand. Her mother had the happiest life out of all of them. She was carefree, fickle, irresponsible, indecisive, remorse-less, she was so selfish she did whatever she wanted without even caring about her closed ones...I also didn't like Shouji (the child's actual father) that much.
Despite all of this, the three of them found a sense of belonging among each other. Because Sentarou and Touma have given up on their dreams or hope, they ended up finding comfort in an innocent child that was just as hurt as them. All of them hid their pain behind a mask of indifference.
So the title makes sense in a way I guess...
I don't know why, but I feel disappointed somehow. I think a more appropriate ending would've been better. It feels like nihilism for the sake of nihilism and It feels hopeless.
Also it's not realistic, It feels like it's trying to appear edgy. People die and there's no reaction from the outside world. MC and ML continue to live happily while committing mass murder by saying there will only be more rumors while leaving the house. They think no one will file a missing person report or report them even though ML used to live in that same house and MC knows the people that died? What gives them that confidence?
The story implies that no good people survives and the only happy people in this world are happy because they stole the happiness from others, which is not true for many people in this world! They're just making things up to make it appear hopeless!
The fact that many innocent people died for no reason also...(the cinema guy, the phone carrying stranger). Was that also because of MC and ML's malice? If that's so then they're not so weak and good, instead they're evil and psychopaths. Taejun (the mc) says that If it was (hyun-ju), his friend maybe she wouldn't be swallowed by her own self because she's not as weak as them and that made me think...that a lot of the explanations were skipped in this webtoon.
If black mirror is the inner self of people then why should hyun-ju's self be filled with malice? It could be that only MC and ML's black mirror are filled with malice because that's their true inner self!
Anyway It feels like a bad ending in a visual novel game.
It has all the traits of a bad ending - skipped explanation, doomed world/surroundings, acceptance of the unknown(bad outcome).
Also why did the mirror choose them? Why is their malice considered the strongest? Because they're special?
It says at the end that every people has their own black mirror...even if that's true then why can only they control the world with it, even killing people? It they wanted to give that explanation then their parents could've been chosen because of their malice too!
There could be more than two people who can control the black mirror because of that explanation but still only two of them can control the black mirror...and the story ends with them saying everyone has their own black mirror blahblah. Another thing that I don't understand is why are both MC and ML considered essentially the same being that are whole because of each other? Their body morph as one near the end...Are they even themselves? They don't look like human for sure, it's more probable for them to be the mirror version (fake) version of themselves. Also why did MC forget ML when he was a kid if they're so special to each other? Him forgetting ML just because he wanted to be liked by others doesn't make much sense. After he forgot ML, he even stopped listening to the whispers and seeing his own mirror self. That also doesn't make any sense. A person can't just forget such a huge part of his own life that easily...another thing I need to ask is why is the black mirror only in their black room? If every people can have their own black mirror then it could be in every home? The first case was seen in 18th century and that was not in the black room right? So why did ML always try to make MC go to the black room after he turned into an adult?
Anyway while it started good and scary, I ended up feeling unsatisfied with the ending...
In terms of story, what is the best bl you've ever read?