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Which one should I start first? Heaven's official blessing or mo dao zu shi? Is both of them connected to each other and should one be watched before the other? I watched heaven's official blessing a little before but dropped it because I couldn't understand lots of things so I was thinking of watching mo dao zu shi first

I don't know why, but I feel disappointed somehow. I think a more appropriate ending would've been better. It feels like nihilism for the sake of nihilism and It feels hopeless.
Also it's not realistic, It feels like it's trying to appear edgy. People die and there's no reaction from the outside world. MC and ML continue to live happily while committing mass murder by saying there will only be more rumors while leaving the house. They think no one will file a missing person report or report them even though ML used to live in that same house and MC knows the people that died? What gives them that confidence?
The story implies that no good people survives and the only happy people in this world are happy because they stole the happiness from others, which is not true for many people in this world! They're just making things up to make it appear hopeless!
The fact that many innocent people died for no reason also...(the cinema guy, the phone carrying stranger). Was that also because of MC and ML's malice? If that's so then they're not so weak and good, instead they're evil and psychopaths. Taejun (the mc) says that If it was (hyun-ju), his friend maybe she wouldn't be swallowed by her own self because she's not as weak as them and that made me think...that a lot of the explanations were skipped in this webtoon.
If black mirror is the inner self of people then why should hyun-ju's self be filled with malice? It could be that only MC and ML's black mirror are filled with malice because that's their true inner self!
Anyway It feels like a bad ending in a visual novel game.
It has all the traits of a bad ending - skipped explanation, doomed world/surroundings, acceptance of the unknown(bad outcome).
Also why did the mirror choose them? Why is their malice considered the strongest? Because they're special?
It says at the end that every people has their own black mirror...even if that's true then why can only they control the world with it, even killing people? It they wanted to give that explanation then their parents could've been chosen because of their malice too!
There could be more than two people who can control the black mirror because of that explanation but still only two of them can control the black mirror...and the story ends with them saying everyone has their own black mirror blahblah. Another thing that I don't understand is why are both MC and ML considered essentially the same being that are whole because of each other? Their body morph as one near the end...Are they even themselves? They don't look like human for sure, it's more probable for them to be the mirror version (fake) version of themselves. Also why did MC forget ML when he was a kid if they're so special to each other? Him forgetting ML just because he wanted to be liked by others doesn't make much sense. After he forgot ML, he even stopped listening to the whispers and seeing his own mirror self. That also doesn't make any sense. A person can't just forget such a huge part of his own life that easily...another thing I need to ask is why is the black mirror only in their black room? If every people can have their own black mirror then it could be in every home? The first case was seen in 18th century and that was not in the black room right? So why did ML always try to make MC go to the black room after he turned into an adult?
Anyway while it started good and scary, I ended up feeling unsatisfied with the ending...

In terms of story, what is the best bl you've ever read?

Sohee and Yeseul are both Yeseul trying to kill each other since they're stuck in a time loop. I'm guessing that the original Sohee was the short pink hair girl that was in Jihwan's memories and she was killed a long time ago by Yeseul which created some kind of a curse where she has to relive this moment by killing herself again and again.

Yeseul killed Sohee in all of her previous turns before this and that is why Chanhui was shocked when he heard that Sohee tried to kill Yeseul first. Reliving again and again deteriorated Sohee's mental state and she wanted to change this lifetime by killing Yeseul first. That's why Sohee tried to kill Yeseul this time around by swinging an axe so Yeseul dies first and the timeline changes. She was unsuccessful with her attempt and got killed first again tho.
This is Yeseul's 7th time pretending to be Sohee. Chanhui is the record-keeper that is obsessed with the idea of Sohee so he revives her again and again for a twisted sense of satisfaction and revenge. I think the strange acne in her face is probably because she has died multiple times before and her rotting corpse of a body has to relive this moment repeatedly. Jihwan seems suspicious in the last few chapters. He must know more than he shows to the readers. Pretty sure a higher entity is behind everything happening.

The mc is such a hypocrite. He lectures the ml's brother and mother for being uncaring towards the ml while he used to beat the ml when the ml was weak and sick in his previous life (...in his current life also.)
Let's not forget how he used to talk shit about the ml behind his back and how he used to talk to the ml in such insensitive and cruel ways. He didn't even have any redemption arc. Bro got forgiven in 12 chapters by the ml and continues to pester him and nag him thinking to himself he's the only one that cares about him.
He even dares to talk shit about the ml's assistant when the assistant used to take care of the ml's health unlike the mc who was oh so busy spending his time hitting the ml and talking shit about him because of an assumption with no proof. The mc should be grateful towards the assistant for taking care of the ml during the time mc was treating him the worst.
I would probably be not so mad if the ml also treated him rudely and was not always so nice towards him in his previous life. I can't help but feel bad when I see a nice person get treated like shit and still getting together with the person that treated him like shit.
The manhua would only become more interesting and better if the ml suddenly gets the memories of his previous life back. Maybe then, he wouldn't forgive the mc so easily and mc would realize that he's actually fucked because he's not the only one that reborned but ml also reborned along with him

i only just discovered how to mark things you have read LMFAO

The mc probably stole Soobin's luck. The 1st chapter literally starts with mc thinking to himself how lucky he is despite not having any special talents. Only having a decent face and a rich family makes his life so smooth-sailing! That grandma most probably is a shaman and she probably knew what mc's future was going to be like so she must have made a luck stealing ring that stole soobin's luck (since he was the only kid around the same age as mc). Mc probably wasn't as lucky before meeting soobin and that's why his family didn't let him leave his house to keep him away from harm. If you know you know, mc's only friend in childhood was soobin and after meeting him, mc started to steal his luck (even though he didn't know anything about it). Soobin probably had a suspicion regarding this matter because his life suddenly turned to hell after meeting mc and maybe that's the reason why Soobin yelled "My life turned to hell after meeting you".
After done stealing his luck their family moved away from that poor neighborhood (which makes you wonder, if they're so rich then why would they even come live here? Probably because for them poor person is more easy to use...) and after transmigrating, his ring was already used so maybe that's the reason why in this life, he's not as lucky as his previous life (that is the reason why he keeps on saying "This never happened to me before, I was always so lucky")
Also like the previous commentor mentioned, Soobin's sister is most probably the one that's the murderer. Her memory must've been distorted because of ptsd and that's why she thinks her brother is the murderer. If you look at her eyes well enough you will see that her eyes already seems out of place and she looks mentally ill and delusional. Soobin knows his sister very well and maybe that's why he advices the mc to not be in touch with her
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Ugh I don't like to see the mc bleeding while being raped like that...this manhwa was my absolute favorite before but that went down today.
It was unnecessary to put a scene like that, he could've cried, avoided him or even gotten angry at him but raping him like that was really unnecessary! It made me feel annoyed!

Isekai BL 
Reincarnation, Transmigration
Reincarnated in Another World
Reincarnated in a Game World 
Reincarnated in a Book World 
Transported to Another World
Reincarnated Lover 
Multiple Reincarnation 
Reincarnated in the Past 
Time Travel
Time Rewind

Part 2:https://www.mangago.me/home/mangalist/3123306/

Reasons why the ML is an asshole-

1.) He called the MC crude and vulger things such as stupid, ugly, dumb and filthy, he said that the MC has a dirty hole and called him a lewd slut, he called him useless and insignificant, he thought less of him just because he's an omega, he said that the MC's only worth is giving birth to a baby.
(All in his mind but that just reveals his true personality because mouth can lie but mind can't ever lie *unless someone has his memory distorted because of PTSD but we all know that the ML doesn't have anything like that*)

2.) He forced himself upon the MC by making him shallow a dangerous drug that he knew would cause harm to the MC's health, he forced himself upon the MC when the MC was bleeding, he didn't even feel anything when the MC was bleeding (asking him to take care of the MC would be too much when he can't even do this).

3.) He invaded MC's privacy by looking at his background (his phone numbers, parents, his house address, his economical conditions as well as his sexual preferences).

4.) He lied to the MC and gave him false hope by pretending to like him and later when It didn't work out, he threatened him because he was sooo freaking desperate to have a baby to inherit the company. If the MC didn't agree to the ML's conditions right away...who knows? The ML might have even sexually assaulted the MC with how desperate he is...He said it himself - "It would better for you to take my offer while I'm still being nice".

5.) He controlled the MC's life and forced himself upon him by making the MC have no place to stay and no place to work. He imprisoned the MC so that the MC can't leave his house. He basically doesn't treat the MC like a human but like a filthy product.

After all this his whole personality suddenly changed 180° in CH-27??? Everything is forgiven because he is rich and handsome??? His redemption arc happened supar fast out of nowhere. No backstory for any of the characters? No character depth??? He suddenly cares about the MC's body and wants him to get a abortion because the MC is frail (where was this concern when the MC was forced to shallow a dangerous drug that made him faint with a high fever??? where was this concern when he was bleeding???)
I didn't even mention how illogical this story is with the MC using a helicopter and carrying a grenade out of nowhere.
It makes no sense for a normal civilian to own or use these out of nowhere...I get that he used the ML's money but he IS NOT the ML and it's not plain candy that he's buying!!! All in all I didn't like this manhwa at all. In my opinion, it was garbage (I rarely dislike a piece of fiction so much and even rarely call anything I read garbage but there was no redeemable trait in this manhwa except for the art. As a person who read it, this was just my view of this manhwa.)

Damn, I just counted and I've 230 tabs in my phone, all about mangas/manhwas/novels that I've left after reading them halfway because I was distracted and wanted to read a new manga/manhwa/novel...I wish I could delete these tabs but I'll lose my progress and may forget about these stories

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