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i met this friend online and we've been friends for years; way back before covid. I fell in love with them. i knew they would reject me but i still confessed. we kept in touch after but after i got busy we barely talk. i could not get over something whenever i see their name it pains me emotionally and mentally. i blockd them out in every socmed we had connected which convinces me on getting that "peace of mind"is it ok to be this selfish idk we havent even met in person