faded May 5, 2025 2:07 pm

writing this coz i need to get this off my chest

im crashing out rn so bad

i just started reading a bl manhwa with the most gorgeous art and i was loving the story. i went in completely blind and i loveddd the plot: rugged old man who’s handsome and aloof ends up taking care of cute younger man begrudgingly. there was even a vampire twist i was absolutely not expecting! AND THEN I FIND OUT THAT THE OLDER MAN IS THE BOTTOM. and i usually dont have an issue with it but all the flags being raised were telling me what the dynamic was gonna be when they got spicy and i read spoilers and its actually flipped?!?!!!???!!??? it put me off so bad i got so upset and like now im typing this out and realising its actually not that big of a deal but IT IS THAT BIG OF A DEAL BECAUSE BREAK TROPE NORMS ALL YOU WANT BUT- but…. my little heart cant handle it… the manhwa was called “after a meal” if you’re curious. i was so excited to see a cute vampire getting doted on story because I just love that trope, and the way the artist draws the ML is giving bottom. which is degenerate for me to say but thats what it gave. sue me. but idk guys am i being crazy? im being crazy i know, its never this serious. but it is. i need to go to bed

    han marus foreskin May 5, 2025 2:16 pm

    its really not that deep gng js read hetero stories if u want a feminine uke so bad

    faded May 5, 2025 2:21 pm
    its really not that deep gng js read hetero stories if u want a feminine uke so bad han marus foreskin

    bruh its not even ab that gng i just have a weak heart when my expectations are subverted like my brain is rotted from reading BL for years and years

    iluv May 5, 2025 2:22 pm

    this is so stupid but it’s ok i also crash out over stupid stuff i crashed out when the dilf daddy actually shaved &!5$3&! i stopped reading after that part. i threw my laptop against the wall &!85 it shattered everywhere. WHY THE FUCK WOUOD HE SHAVE THAT STUPID FUCIING CUNT!!!

    TerracottaPie May 5, 2025 2:24 pm

    Go to bed hon. You'll wake up fine

    faded May 5, 2025 2:24 pm
    this is so stupid but it’s ok i also crash out over stupid stuff i crashed out when the dilf daddy actually shaved &!5$3&! i stopped reading after that part. i threw my laptop against the wall &!... iluv

    the way i was so upset like keep him disheveled PLEASE.

    iluv May 5, 2025 2:24 pm

    I ALSO HAVENT SLEPT IN DAYS ACTUALLY

    gojo's cock sleeve May 5, 2025 2:25 pm
    this is so stupid but it’s ok i also crash out over stupid stuff i crashed out when the dilf daddy actually shaved &!5$3&! i stopped reading after that part. i threw my laptop against the wall &!... iluv

    HE SHAVED? FR?

    IReadBLSoWhat May 5, 2025 2:30 pm

    been seeing this and many people are upset about it but its not that surprising if you have read the author's previous work. the bottom there doesn't look feminine at all. maybe the author just doesn't want their bottoms to look fem?? idk lol

    faded May 5, 2025 2:35 pm
    been seeing this and many people are upset about it but its not that surprising if you have read the author's previous work. the bottom there doesn't look feminine at all. maybe the author just doesn't want the... IReadBLSoWhat

    i dont think its even necessarily about fem or not fem features. i like the way the ML looks. i just enjoy tropes where older people dote on younger people regardless of gender or sex. imma keep reading (once the officials start getting posted) coz the art is gorgeous and its nicely written. that crash out was mostly me whining about being surprised in the big 25 bc of a BL dynamic. i completely get ur point tho T^T

    rendang daging makan daging May 5, 2025 2:45 pm

    I feel like you need to realise gay characters are more than just their bed positions

    faded May 5, 2025 3:04 pm
    I feel like you need to realise gay characters are more than just their bed positions rendang daging makan daging

    girl i am an adult gay man and im most definitely aware of what it looks like to reduce a character to its role in the bedroom. i was complaining ab how i wasnt expecting the trope subversion and how i was disappointed the manhwa didnt fit my preferences. i even joked about how it would come across. did i say i was gonna drop it? did i say “i only want a cute feminine uke with a small dick!!”? its fiction, im not going out into the real world and saying “that person gives bottom!” BL is a fictional genre and 90% is based on tropes that help to form the basis of what we expect when we read. im sorry im not a saint who goes into it completely neutral pretending like any and everything is possible when the romance genre in general is so washed that every 5 stories read the exact the same. im not perfect, and this is a silly petty rant bc of that. thx for the attempt at the reality check though some people will defo need it more than i do

    iluv May 6, 2025 1:58 am

    damn u bitches sensitive AF

faded April 18, 2025 11:01 am

any recs for good straight smut
and by good i mean no bumbling big boobie bitches
real female characters and good smut scenes

kr or jp dont mind

faded January 10, 2024 12:30 pm

what website are we using for kr raws these days

    Hyun January 10, 2024 12:39 pm

    Newtoki

    RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼ January 10, 2024 1:16 pm

    There are various hosting sites of Korean raws - newtoki , toonkor , blacktoon. But I prefer newtoki it's easier to use

    faded January 10, 2024 3:17 pm
    Newtoki Hyun

    do you have a working link atm bc my old link dont work no more :(

    Hyun January 10, 2024 3:51 pm
    do you have a working link atm bc my old link dont work no more :( faded

    https://newtoki321.com/ here :>

faded December 28, 2023 3:55 pm

ive been on this site for like 5 years now and so much shit has happened in my life, but i still end every day by hopping on here and checking my updates happy new year everyone

    Aaa- December 28, 2023 4:07 pm

    I meant to like this my b bro

    Nakano Miharu  December 28, 2023 5:08 pm

    Happy New Year

    xuan December 28, 2023 5:16 pm

    have a nice 2024 ahead of u my guy
    (づ ̄ ³ ̄)づ

faded October 14, 2023 1:20 pm

does any one have any recs for BL stories that are just calming for the soul. well written and refreshing, not too old either. both characters seem well adjusted and arent just exaggerated caricatures of tops and bottoms.

otherwise BL stories where the ML chases the MC and they have a sort of slow burn romance. idm manga, manhwa or manhua

faded October 11, 2023 2:12 pm

looking for a finished manhwa, its a/b/o. rich ceo omega paired with college student journalist alpha. they end up getting married in the end. the whole premise is that because omegas are more rare than alphas they are more precious and treasured and respected. If anyone knows the name pleasee tell me so i can save it :(

faded September 23, 2023 3:22 pm

ive been on this site for like 4 years now and i feel like maturing is just not bothering with the topic section. like when i was younger i was debating with mfs on every chapter of love or hate that came out and now i read the most problematic shit and skip the topic section because i know it’ll be like a twitter thread of why everyone who reads a certain manga should die in a hole and is worse than scum. end of the day we’re all on a pirating website and it is absolutely our choice what we choose to read or skip, although i get reading something out of hate. I do that alot too i js dont comment anymore

    RARE°INSIGHTS•やおい◼ September 23, 2023 5:46 pm

    I was also like that during love or hate i argued lot hell of people that time, now i avoid comment section especially of manhwas i prefer to comment on manga section cuz there comes less kids who fight with you for no reason.

faded August 26, 2023 4:19 am

LOOKING FOR A BL MANGA WHERE THE TOP IS WAY SMALLER THAN THE BOTTOM AND HAS WHITE HAIR AND THEY WORK AT A DELIVERY COMPANY OR SOMETHING AND THE THUMBNAIL IS RED? more plot details uh,, the top really admires the bottom at work, they end up getting drunk and the top pukes all over his expensive jacket and to compensate for it the bottom makes him do much harder work in their workplace?

faded August 14, 2023 8:25 am

WHAT THE HEEEEELLLLLL

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