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Spine-bending, leg-raising, toes curling so hard that his calves ache, arms pinned back and wrapped around my neck in a noose of desire, breath so stuttered you’d almost believe he were rapping in moans, accompanied by a symphony of the slaps of flesh against flesh, percussions of coitus for all to hear. A smug grin and half-open eyes fading into a mess of streaming tears and pleading glances, begging for stimulus as though he’s running out of the very air he breathes. I’m feeling nice today, and with the press of my lips against his soft, delectable ones, I feel as though I’ve ascended past the point of mortality, sitting on the throne to heaven. Pushing past the pearly gates, our insatiable hunger for each other grows to new depths. Silken tresses yanked aside, neck dipping backwards to expose his collarbones as my lips trail downwards. Mouth muffling, yelp-suppressing, heart-racing, silvery lashes tainted with the nectar of pleasured tears, I leave mementos of myself all over him, painting him all over with the pressure of sucking flesh. This is all the while I’m still jackhammering away at the site of excavation, waiting for the geyser to finally erupt. I flip him around, missionary time! eyes clenched as tight as his ass, teary tributaries still moist as I lap them up like I’ve been parched for years, while he lets out silent curses under his breath that he doesn’t mean. His hands have now slipped downwards onto my back as he grips onto my shoulder blades like they’re fucking monkey bars, and I cant help but groan as I feel my skin tear under his nails. It’s fine; he’s pretty so it’s alright, I tell myself as I cause another series of 8.0 magnitude quakes with these absolutely diabolical thrusts that seismometers have picked up on, wreaking havoc within the global seismological community as they gaze in horror at an epicentre so far removed from any plate boundaries for that matter. Buildings crumble into ruin with every subsequent tremor that the contact of our hips make, but all I can feel is the warmth of his ass in spite of the chaos around us, Missionary gets boring and I pull him on top of me. It’s time to ride, cowboy; pulling on his reins as we both ascend to the astral plane, propelled by the sheer power of dick to ass action alone. There’s stars in his eyes, and then we hear a rumbling behind us— realising that the absurd amounts of pressure and friction we’d released had caused the earth to implode on itself. He gulps, and so do I; the sweat pouring down our backs is no longer of pure pleasure— our entanglement ends here. Before the severance, he pulls me in to meet his lips just once more, and I lean forward to reciprocate as I drop one final load in his backdoor. We swallow each other whole in the moment, and the earth shatters as our last breath together ends. Our eyes close, and perhaps that’s what lies at the end of death

I love how he feels shocked when he is loved…in a good way. Its good for him,to see he isnt the worthless guy people make him as.
To be loved is to be changed !!! Sometimes is all you need,that push to stand up for yourself,cause he is clearly a badass xp

I still can't wrap my head around this. It's hard for me to accept the endgame because the development is missing. I can't grasp the source of this deadset "love" of Jooin for Yahwi because as far as I can remember, he started having a crush on him because he looks good. It's that shallow so for him to be suddenly deadlocked on being with Yahwi, accepting that maybe he was indeed his fate while dismissing Cain's claims of similar fate, disregarding the pain and all the things that he went through because of Yahwi, it seems like the narrative was just forced to be glued after one another.

I just feel like if Yahwi and Jooin were gonna be end game then they should of at least established some non sex based relationship. Like, he even said in this chapter that they didn't date. All they did was have sex. They weren't friends before that and Yahwi treated him like trash all through it. And what I really struggle to forgive is that Yahwi sat by and watched as their peers treated Jooin like poorly and outed him. And they did it FOR Yahwi. Because that's how publicly mean he was to him. They thought he hated Jooin the most.

Like, I'm gonna see this through to the end but Jooin really deserved to leave Yahwi behind permanently.

SPOILER UNTIL CHAPTER 50!!!

This story is so fucked up, I've read the raws until chapter 50 and it gets way crazier. So the Bottom had an abusive bf who abused him and he couldn't get away from him and the abusive bf did the same things the Bottom is doing to the MC but worse (he also hit him, was way more controlling and did other bad things). Then it shows us that the MC and the Bottom met when the MC was 13 AND THE BOTTOM WAS 20!!! The MC helped the Bottom a bit and the Bottom FELL IN LOVE WITH HIM!!! MC's Brother then got to know the Bottom because the Brother resembled the MC and that's the only reason why the Bottom got with the Brother in the first place, only to get close to MC. The Brother then helped the Bottom getting out of the abusive situation (he hit the abuser with a metal rod and almost killed him). Then the Brother and the Bottom were sex partners for Years and the ML only wanted to have him until the MC is old enough (which makes it kinda worse). But the brother fell in love with the Bottom and he found out about the crush the Bottom had on the MC and then he got angry BUT ALSO JEALOUS OF THE MC. The the brother of the MC started getting REALLY ABUSIVE TO THE BOTTOM AND SHOWED THE MC PURPOSEFULLY WHAT HE DID TO THE BOTTOM (HE HIT HIM, DID BDSM AND OTHER THINGS) AND HE TOLD THE MC THAT IT WAS A GIFT (THE BROTHER AND THE BOTTOM ARE CRAZY). THEN THE MC HAD AN ACCIDENT WHILE RUNNING AWAY AND LOST HIS MEMORY OF THE BOTTOM. Then it shows back at the present and the MC was in his living room and it showed us THAT THE BOTTOM HAD A CAMERA PLACED IN MC'S LIVING ROOM.

the story is completely fucked up also the tags are completely misleading and the MC should just leave and start a new life by himself because this is way to fucked up.

Sorry for the Long text and for my English (I also couldn't understand the whole story because the auto translation was bad, I hope you understood what I was trying to say).

Okay so Bada tells Doha to grab the car cassette so the other NPC doesn't 'save' his game again and become sentient like them, and also tells him to put it in his (Dohas) bag so the tapes don't get mixed. But Doha already has another tape in his bag with a tick on it. So... is that a tape of the game already completed? Is Doha preventing Bada from remembering specific run throughs to hide something or just slow him down and keep him in the game longer?
Also I'm not familiar with this type of game irl but will they really be able to leave the game once they complete all the endings? And I think Bada doesn't remember anything about his life either, maybe they're all NPCs? Or been stuck in the game for ages

reread ch 1 things i noticed

-they arrive. while everyone is looking at the house doha is the only one looking at bada and at that point they don't even "know" each other
-the list, day 1 there are only question marks he doesn't remember how he died
-ch ends with doha killing a random villager

13/14 tries doha always died in some way so bada never noticed anything out of ordinary


I'm gonna reread the whole thing and write down everything i notice lol i can't wait for the new season to come

So….the Chairman is a p*do/ rapist, and once he adopted the redhead, he stopped messing with the other kids and started focusing solely on the redhead, and the other two were relieved by that which is why they never really tried to help him. So now the redhead acts out as an adult because he’s still traumatized by what he went through as a kid. Meanwhile the other two brothers ignore his self destructive behavior and rather pretend they have no idea why he’s like that and that it has nothing to do with them. These two also seem to have some incestuous shit going on now, which isnt unheard between kids who have been m*lested and have “trauma bonded” so to speak.

If I’m correct with what the current plot is implying this is probably going to get much worse, isn’t it? Oh boy

This BS about Yahwi changing and not doing things that just suit his feelings. Miss. Me. With. That. Sh!t. He literally shows back up in Jooin's life because *he* needs it, and since showing back up, he's been doing everything he can to immediately get in the dude's pants.

You sure you missed the whole human, or maybe you just missed his @ss?! The dude asks for permission, like he cares, but just keeps on without getting it. Like seriously, Jooin has zero self-respect getting back with this guy instead of someone who treats him like he's worth more than what he can give the other person.

Gonna chalk this up to just another toxic yaoi couple, I guess. And just when I finally thought Jooin had finally grown the flip up. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

I dropped this series a long time ago cuz it was too frustrating for me ... and I'm surprised it's still ongoing WITH JOOIN NOT ENDING UP WITH ANY OF THEM LOL .. i dropped waay back at like 50ish chapters and i just read the latest one and saw yahwi cry ? i have no context as to what happened in the gap but I'm definitely not reading this again lol .. to everyone who's still with this, DO TELL ME WHO HE ENDS UP WITH WHEN IT HAPPENS

Sak: “What do you want me to do? I hate painful things. I’m scared to die. But more than that, I want to save your life.”
Lima: “Don’t misunderstand. I’m not your younger brother or your son. That’s the same to me. You’re ok as long I’m alive? You’re satisfied if I live well without you? I’m different. If you would live, talk, and walk regardless of what I am in your life, and just thinking about you meeting someone else, begging pathetically like how you did to me, it fucking upsets me.”

If I’m not wrong this actually got removed by the author. Like on their official sit and they stopped writing this. I checked and it wasn’t there anymore….

For u guys who ship Jooin with Yahwi I hope you fall on a pile of horse shit cuz that's why Yahwi is. A pile of horse shit.

I made a good decision to stop reading at Chapter 73 and started following the author on Twitter. So look what I found for my fellow Taku Stans :D

Facts about Taekyung because I love that Little shit so much. This is from the author herself but I was translated by user from Twitter! So translations definitely aren't mine!

• tk doesn't believe in things such as stars and constellations because he things that there's no basis for it, how he used to believe in Santa for a long time, until he was 10 years old. Even to this day, he believes that aliens are real and are out there somewhere in the galaxy

• if taku isn't interested in something/someone, he can't even remember the basic information about it/them. At school, even after a whole semester, there was always some people on class that he couldn't remember the names

• taku used to be more popular with younger students than with his own classmates. The freshmen/1st graders would always snoop up/go to his classroom just so they could see him

• taku wasn't the type of kid who would apologize or say that he regretted doing something while he was getting scolded. Instead, he would simply blink his eyes and wear a "sorry" expression. (Like that one time taku finally confessed his wrong doings, y'all noticed he didn't say sorry but instead gave Haesoo the "I'm so sorry" eyes?)

• Taku is very good at kissing (Haesoo confirms/agrees, something like that)

• taku is the type who prefers the scent of fabric softeners, so he doesn't use perfume very often. However, taku's pick would be chanel allure homme sports! (Same dude)

• when taku was a kid, he was a really bad liar. Rather than trying to escape the moment with a lie (which he was bad at doing so), taku would simply stay silent. (...what a good kid i-)

• If taku had to travel or stay in another city, the first thing he looks for is a dessert shop or a cafe that he might to go to/to visit. It (what the fuck my heart- I can't take this cuteness somebody save me)

• If taku has a favorite line/ quote /passage from a certain book, he had the habit to read it over and over again so he can memorize it

• Because his hair gets even more curlies/because of his curly hair, taku doesn't like going out on rainy days. (there are two words I don't understand so this is really raw)

• taku used to bite his nails, which was an habit hard to fix. However, he still got pretty nails (doesn't Haesoo have a similar habit?)

At first I really disliked Joowon bc he seemed so toxic and manipulative but I feel like that was just their relationship and it takes two to tango so I now do hold some fault to Haesoo. I still hope they all go separate ways as they’re all too broken and need some self love and independence. Taku really deserves better than someone who’s strung up on the past and is constantly thinking about his ex, their relationship seems unnatural and uncomfortable it’s like they’re both holding their breathes when they’re around each other because they’re scared that if one of them lets go of their breath their entire relationship is going to fall apart. I don’t think I need to explain how manipulative and toxic both Haesoo and Joowon were in their relationship but seeing as how Joowon really did love Haesoo and was just scared to be vulnerable after showing his emotions I really hope Joowon gets a happy ending, aside from being able to express his feelings more openly I think Joowon is going to be able to find new love and be happy once he meets the one. Haesoo on the other hand, he seems so broken in every aspect, no matter how many people he dates or how many of them are sincere and ready to give their hearts on a platter he thinks lowly of himself and always thinks the most love he deserves is a broken love he and Joowon had, although he realized Joowon’s feelings were real he also realized no matter how real they were they were still too toxic for him. At this point I hope they all get a happy ending in their own way.

Taku has such a weird way of thinking. He once said "I feel sad for you so i must be in love with you" or something like that? He is really messed . It might be just obsession cause haesoo, obviously , is extremely photogenic and Taku, I guess, loves(?) photography . Do I make sense?