
it's parents again. My mom was almost forced to marry a man older than her for money and family connections and I always hated the idea of arrangements for marriage or parents planning thier kids future in advance. it sucks.
sadly a lot of parents still do it up to date. :c now I get why he's got a whack brain. ugh.. read the raws last year tho but english makes more sense.

He's a piece of shit but we all went through this. I did. I know how it feels to be courted by multiple people at the same time and for some it seems exciting but to me it was scary, confusing and didn't want to hurt anyone at the same time. I'm still stuck in this situation tho no pressure from them, it's still scary and I hate it.
In the end I chose none and up to this date has closed the thought of romance like actually dating. It's just scary and the drama can get tiresome.
oh my god