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I've finished reading this, so suddenly it ended. It's like the beautiful images and the colors I've imagined seeing have just disappeared. So many things in this book are amazing. I'm a transman, and I don't really look the part. But seeing Utsumi-san just simply existing made me so happy. The situation with Misaro is something that I'm sure many many people have gone through (me as well). This was an oddly relatable story. Anonymous just being there and stating "I am" and knowing that they are right is something many people I'm sure would wish to be able to be a part of. Seeing the marriage between Haru and Saki was beautiful, and seeing the death of Tchaikos lover was painful and gutwrenching, but not in a horrible way. I strive to have someone who I can reach out to, people that I can go to, and say "I'm a gay transman." And have them simply smile and continue on with their day. I hope that one day, I can offer that type of friendship and comfort to someone who needs it. For now, me and my boyfriend will just have to do.